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beunos dias. today is my day off this week. its been crazy. i feel like ive been babysitting out of my ass. yesterday i got a double dose:4. but the little one was really cute and dope, so it was okay. tomorrow will be exciting becuase im going to model for my good friends mom. shes a photographer and does these awesome underwater shoots. she dresses you up in all these clothes and you have like props and shit. im flattered that she asked me to model for her :)
on another note: i need to stop analyzing and obsessing about jack. we have a great time together, so what am i freaking out about. and yah, theres the whole sex thing. but what happens, happens. and all i can do is be prepared. i really like hanging out with him...
i really really really wanna go to the damn beach. i want to get the fuck out of dallas. i hate dallas. i want to sleep on the beach and meet a hot beach guy and get beachy salty hair and a hot tan. bbbuuuttt its looking like that wont happen anytime soon.
what am i going to do today?? i really want to go get paint for the den. im so pysched about that. and i want to krunk up the backyard. im mowed yesterday. fuck that shit is NOT cool. i was like DRENCHED in sweat. and it looks really crappy too. but i just couldn't stand tromping through my backyard. and i couldn't get it to start so i had to sit there pulling on that fucking thing and nearly gave myself a heart attack. ugh. i dont reccomend mowing.
yumm... peanut butter toast is the shiiiiiiit.
on another note: i need to stop analyzing and obsessing about jack. we have a great time together, so what am i freaking out about. and yah, theres the whole sex thing. but what happens, happens. and all i can do is be prepared. i really like hanging out with him...
i really really really wanna go to the damn beach. i want to get the fuck out of dallas. i hate dallas. i want to sleep on the beach and meet a hot beach guy and get beachy salty hair and a hot tan. bbbuuuttt its looking like that wont happen anytime soon.
what am i going to do today?? i really want to go get paint for the den. im so pysched about that. and i want to krunk up the backyard. im mowed yesterday. fuck that shit is NOT cool. i was like DRENCHED in sweat. and it looks really crappy too. but i just couldn't stand tromping through my backyard. and i couldn't get it to start so i had to sit there pulling on that fucking thing and nearly gave myself a heart attack. ugh. i dont reccomend mowing.
yumm... peanut butter toast is the shiiiiiiit.