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why am i being tested so bad right now? im to weak of a person to have all this shit at once. I must be a pretty bad person to just have all this shit layed out on me like this. I dont think I will be able to trust anyone ever again. I guess i make myself a target by giving off all these weak signals. how can someone lie so much? can you really sleep at night knowing you are ruining two people's lives? i cant even think anymore, god i just need shit to END FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!