Yakkity yak.
OMG THAT IS THE MEEKEST LOOK I HAVE EVER SEEN A BOY WHERE IN THE HISTORY OF FOREVER. DUDE. OMG. ITACHI FUJIWARA TATSUYA-SAMA, I FUCKING LOVE YOU TO DEATH YOU ARE FULL OF WIN OMG LOOK AT HIS FACE THAT IS THE CUTEST LOOK EVER.
Hairy man, wtf...? God. I think that picture just made my whole day. ...much like this picture.
Which I must never lose. Ever. Because every time I see it, I get the giggles, and I want to give Shisui a very big stick for Christmas, just so he can beat the people that give him fish lips like that. Does Rie have fish lips...? Angry!Shisui is one of my favorite things in the world. (Because violence and ukes shouldn't coincide - it's proof that Itachi is like. COMPLETELY OWNED. Wtfh is wrong with me.) It just makes me happy all over...perhaps because I feel that Itachi deserves to be beaten. Debatably to death. Because he is a cowardly ASS. That's why.
I'm in a very, very good mood. I had this dream where fem!Shisui was pregnant and had various Pokemon tending to her(? Does Shisui still count as a guy when he's a girl?) - and the day didn't start off too well, and my luck was pretty rotten and I wanted to cry in English but Bridgett was happy and THAT MADE THINGS OKAY. It was just a weird day. Probably because I had all my things done for once. It started with me patching up Scarlett's pants and I'm pretty sure it's going to end with me laughing myself to sleep, which is alright. I do like laughing, after all.
It just seems like - all of a sudden - there is this definite sense of normalcy to everything, and I like it. I'm happy again - I'm happy again - and I'm going to be optimistic. Fuck you all. I'm giving Dr. Lily a chance. He has a great handshake. I've gotten my Itachi!muse back on which is a relief because I think I lost him and lost all desire to be myself and that was awkward. I'm working hard on my Personal Project ontop of all my other schoolwork, and I think I might actually be able to succeed, and (more importantly) I want to and my drive is here and I'm happy about it.
I'm going to work at getting what I want. I don't care, Rav - I like your input, and I know you're older than me, but if there's one thing I've learned from Madi it's that if you do things better, if you know you do something better, and you really love it, you should do all you can to do take charge. So here I am - I'm taking charge. I know I'm not Mari. I know that. I'm really scared of this. But I've got a backbone and I want to do it anyway. Mari wouldn't put me in there if she didn't think I was capable of doing it.
By the way. Everyone else? I'm scared shitless and I feel smaller than I ever have, but I want to do it. All I've been thinking about before is that after Mari graduates, I want to be able to take her place. I'm not going to get anywhere without experience, right? So I'm going to do this. (Regardless of whether or not they like me or whether or not I know what I'm talking about.)
...anybody have any anime series I haven't seen before that they think I should show? Because I'm seriously going to need some serious moral support, you guys, but even more than that, I'm going to need anime. I can talk until I'm blue in the face, but I'll own up to it; I'm not very widespread. I watch very little anime because I don't like television or my mother walking in on me watching Gravi. YEP THAT'S WHEN IT STOPPED. OH PAPA TO KISS IN THE NIGHT, AI NO KUSABI. WHAT HAVE YOU DONNNE.
I'll also need to get a job. Because I'm going to need to start footing the bill for this stuff.
Jesus Christ.
I can't wait.
AND HEY.
That makes me happy. Because it looks alot like them AND I AM SO GOOD AT MAKING BELIEVE. I am the weirdest person in the world for it, but I don't care - I really like it.
I should write NTW.
Japanese test tomorrow. I'm going with Scar to sit by DeRuysscher's door in the morning...because I just think it will help me kick my whole day off the right way. (And I've been wanting to for a long, long time.) It might seem weird for all the kids to pass us and us not to go in, but I think if I just start my day like that, everything'll be okay, no matter where I go.
I'm going to e-mail Leister soon. (Anyone wanna say hi?)