C'mon, bitch. Dance with me.
Hello darling. Let's see that smile. (What, didn't you miss me? -chu!-) You know I love your smile. (It's delightful.)
Tell me anything. Step into the light, and come closer to the microphone. Yes, that's right, talk so I can hear you. (That's my girl.) Tell me anything.
Or you could smile.
That's fine too.
-makes weird hand motions- Of course I've had a good day. -sighs contentedly- Why would you ask?
...yes, I know I'm acting strange. My orgasms last longer than yours do, so shove it up your ass.
I can't help being happy. I absolutely can't. Temari's face makes me happy. It does. (I'm so glad I saved that message. -plays it again- I makes me feel so good on the inside.) I'm just so, so happy. I'm having a really hard time not smiling right now.
This is absolutely wonderful. It's not bad at all. At all at all at all. I've been crying too damn much over Steve Irwin. You have no idea. It's absolutely ridiculous. Being this happy is excellent.
Annnnnd.
We finished THE LOG OF TRUTH and I couldn't be happier with it. Fuji-sama is the most brilliant thing ever. Know this. Catalogue it. It's data that needs to be catalogued. She completely rids me of ALL THINGS NEGATIVE OR WORRIESOME. IT'S WONDERFUL.
ItaShisu smut PWNS YOUR ASS. BOOYAH.
...
SO KISS ME GOODBYE.
HONEY I'M GONNA MAKE IT OUT ALIVE.
SO KISS ME GOODBYE.
I CAN SEE THE VENOM IN YOUR EYES.
...I am so happy, I could scream.
-frolics-
...and Kit just got on, so I won't be off for a while.
I can't forget to wash my face tonight. Remind me. I forgot yesterday and I've got a new garden sprouting in every single fucking corner of my face. It sucks MAJOR BALLS.
...I wonder when I got shallow.
Must've happened recently. I wasn't really aware of it until now.
I mean, I really never used to care about hair, or clothes, or how I looked. Well, I mean...I cared. Sure I cared. I just didn't really care all that much. I mean, I felt ugly. But I didn't really care.
...and now I feel pretty, but only a little, and I'm struggling not to care too much. I don't want to think I look fat anymore. I don't want to. I don't want to look at my face and think it's ugly. I don't want to feel ugly anymore.
So I've gone bitch. I've thrown out all my old clothes, all the ones that are awful and frumpy, and everything I haven't been able to get rid of I refuse to wear. I have a few good things, and I'm buying more. I like shopping now. I like shopping.
That was never supposed to happen.
And it won't stop here. I'm not content.
I'm not going to settle until I am.
I want to get stronger. This is part of getting stronger. I can't love you if I don't love me. I know that. I do. I'm trying. I really am.
I want to get skinnier. Eat healthier. Feel better.
I want to buy makeup I look good in. I be happy like this all the time.
I want to be like Minami-neesan.
I want to be a fighter.
'I am faitaa.'
I believe you, neesan.
And I want to be like you.
...I do think I've gotten shallow.
That's sad.
But I want to be a fighter too.
...I suppose I'll do what I can.
I just like being happy.
-smiles widely- That's all.
Tell me anything. Step into the light, and come closer to the microphone. Yes, that's right, talk so I can hear you. (That's my girl.) Tell me anything.
Or you could smile.
That's fine too.
-makes weird hand motions- Of course I've had a good day. -sighs contentedly- Why would you ask?
...yes, I know I'm acting strange. My orgasms last longer than yours do, so shove it up your ass.
I can't help being happy. I absolutely can't. Temari's face makes me happy. It does. (I'm so glad I saved that message. -plays it again- I makes me feel so good on the inside.) I'm just so, so happy. I'm having a really hard time not smiling right now.
This is absolutely wonderful. It's not bad at all. At all at all at all. I've been crying too damn much over Steve Irwin. You have no idea. It's absolutely ridiculous. Being this happy is excellent.
Annnnnd.
We finished THE LOG OF TRUTH and I couldn't be happier with it. Fuji-sama is the most brilliant thing ever. Know this. Catalogue it. It's data that needs to be catalogued. She completely rids me of ALL THINGS NEGATIVE OR WORRIESOME. IT'S WONDERFUL.
ItaShisu smut PWNS YOUR ASS. BOOYAH.
...
SO KISS ME GOODBYE.
HONEY I'M GONNA MAKE IT OUT ALIVE.
SO KISS ME GOODBYE.
I CAN SEE THE VENOM IN YOUR EYES.
...I am so happy, I could scream.
-frolics-
...and Kit just got on, so I won't be off for a while.
I can't forget to wash my face tonight. Remind me. I forgot yesterday and I've got a new garden sprouting in every single fucking corner of my face. It sucks MAJOR BALLS.
...I wonder when I got shallow.
Must've happened recently. I wasn't really aware of it until now.
I mean, I really never used to care about hair, or clothes, or how I looked. Well, I mean...I cared. Sure I cared. I just didn't really care all that much. I mean, I felt ugly. But I didn't really care.
...and now I feel pretty, but only a little, and I'm struggling not to care too much. I don't want to think I look fat anymore. I don't want to. I don't want to look at my face and think it's ugly. I don't want to feel ugly anymore.
So I've gone bitch. I've thrown out all my old clothes, all the ones that are awful and frumpy, and everything I haven't been able to get rid of I refuse to wear. I have a few good things, and I'm buying more. I like shopping now. I like shopping.
That was never supposed to happen.
And it won't stop here. I'm not content.
I'm not going to settle until I am.
I want to get stronger. This is part of getting stronger. I can't love you if I don't love me. I know that. I do. I'm trying. I really am.
I want to get skinnier. Eat healthier. Feel better.
I want to buy makeup I look good in. I be happy like this all the time.
I want to be like Minami-neesan.
I want to be a fighter.
'I am faitaa.'
I believe you, neesan.
And I want to be like you.
...I do think I've gotten shallow.
That's sad.
But I want to be a fighter too.
...I suppose I'll do what I can.
I just like being happy.
-smiles widely- That's all.