✿01 [recap]
Hey gang, I'm glad you guys've come followed me to this journal. ♥ I was AWOL from LJ for the longest time, because life changed so dramatically for me that I guess I just didn't have a reason to post or something? I should've at least kept you guys up to date--how my projects are going, how school's been going since it started, things with my boyfriend, stuff like that. Sorry 'bout that.
So how have things been going for me? Well, my summer vacation was fantastic for the sole reason of "I didn't do jack shit". I pretty much became a shut-in because I didn't want to deal with the people at school who call me their friend. I don't have a lot of people at school who I really consider a friend; the people that were my friends all graduated. Which kinda blows, but I'm dealing with it. I'll get more into the school stuff later.
Online, though, everything that was broken within my social circle of friends on Skype seems to have fixed and mended itself, and I have some of the greatest friends ever on there. Ever since the issues that happened back from March to May or so, Mike, Cory and Tara dragged me out of the dirt and showed me that yes, people DO give a shit about me, and aren't just tossing me around for their own amusement. And soon enough, Mike and I began dating--I had a crush on him for quite awhile, and to find out he felt the same way for as long as I did was kind of humorous--it was like all the bullshit I made myself deal with didn't need to happen. I feel kind of silly, but at least I have learned and grown from it.
Mike and I are getting close to hitting our four-month mark ,and I feel like we've been together for forever. It took us a bit to stop being awkward around each other (neither of us have been in a serious relationship) but we hit it off pretty well once we jumped some hurdles. I can honestly say Mike's everything I've ever wanted in a guy, from his personality to his looks...even down to the fact he has a goddamn accent. xD He's such a sweetie, seriously. He knows exactly how to cheer me up, and we can hold conversations until the ass-crack of dawn. And fuck, he gives me presents and flowers, even from 2,800 miles away. I can honestly say I WILL MARRY THIS MAN HOLY FUCK. Expect a lot of gushing in the future. We give people diabetes.
As for school, it's pretty good so far. I got held back so I'm getting a second chance at being successful where depression threw me back last year. I'm happy with my classes and the super lack of homework I seem to be getting. Seriously, only half of my classes have homework, and one of my classes is a study hall class where I can do my homework so I can fool around more at home. It's perfect. And I blend in perfectly with the younger people so nobody really notices that I technically don't belong with them. Most people consider me a senior anyway--being a super senior seems more acceptable in the eyes of the school populace. Only thing that sucks though? Overcrowding and social anxiety because of it. :x
Anyhow, that's really all that's going on with me. I've been keeping up with everyone's posts, I just haven't been posting myself. Herp derp.
SO HI GUYS.
So how have things been going for me? Well, my summer vacation was fantastic for the sole reason of "I didn't do jack shit". I pretty much became a shut-in because I didn't want to deal with the people at school who call me their friend. I don't have a lot of people at school who I really consider a friend; the people that were my friends all graduated. Which kinda blows, but I'm dealing with it. I'll get more into the school stuff later.
Online, though, everything that was broken within my social circle of friends on Skype seems to have fixed and mended itself, and I have some of the greatest friends ever on there. Ever since the issues that happened back from March to May or so, Mike, Cory and Tara dragged me out of the dirt and showed me that yes, people DO give a shit about me, and aren't just tossing me around for their own amusement. And soon enough, Mike and I began dating--I had a crush on him for quite awhile, and to find out he felt the same way for as long as I did was kind of humorous--it was like all the bullshit I made myself deal with didn't need to happen. I feel kind of silly, but at least I have learned and grown from it.
Mike and I are getting close to hitting our four-month mark ,and I feel like we've been together for forever. It took us a bit to stop being awkward around each other (neither of us have been in a serious relationship) but we hit it off pretty well once we jumped some hurdles. I can honestly say Mike's everything I've ever wanted in a guy, from his personality to his looks...even down to the fact he has a goddamn accent. xD He's such a sweetie, seriously. He knows exactly how to cheer me up, and we can hold conversations until the ass-crack of dawn. And fuck, he gives me presents and flowers, even from 2,800 miles away. I can honestly say I WILL MARRY THIS MAN HOLY FUCK. Expect a lot of gushing in the future. We give people diabetes.
As for school, it's pretty good so far. I got held back so I'm getting a second chance at being successful where depression threw me back last year. I'm happy with my classes and the super lack of homework I seem to be getting. Seriously, only half of my classes have homework, and one of my classes is a study hall class where I can do my homework so I can fool around more at home. It's perfect. And I blend in perfectly with the younger people so nobody really notices that I technically don't belong with them. Most people consider me a senior anyway--being a super senior seems more acceptable in the eyes of the school populace. Only thing that sucks though? Overcrowding and social anxiety because of it. :x
Anyhow, that's really all that's going on with me. I've been keeping up with everyone's posts, I just haven't been posting myself. Herp derp.
SO HI GUYS.