pass the dutch baaaaaby
i hate being sick for once.
i usually love it cuz as usual being sick =
playing guitar, wathching bet and laughing, mtv video clash and room raiders all day, old movies on amc, going on the comp., diet cherry coke and circus animal crackers all day.
my mom got worried. who blames her, i am too. we went to the doctor. i felt like i was gonna pass out when i signed in and was about to fall over so i walked ot the couch and sat like 3 seats away form some bitchy lady knitting a heinous scarf. and she goes are you sick?! and im like "no" and she gives me this disgusted look and goe to my mom is she sick?! and my moms like no. andi gave her the worst look and got up and wlaked across the room so i didnt like kill her with my "sickness" or anything. some people are so rude.
anyway. when nancy saw us, we talked about my grades, and i realized how little my mom knows about my life. she has NO CLUE wat anything is like. shes never home. i see her what 6 hours a week? makes sense. . . and then anncy was really happy. what am i supposed to say with my mom right there. so i jsut siled and nodded. i dont know how i didnt start crying. she also asked what i do on the weekends. i told her nothing cuz i coudltn spend the night anywhere. she goes oh i see. and she like you dont eve ngo out with your firends? and i said they dont invite me anywhere anymore becasue they knowi cant spend the night anywhere so its pointless. my mom kinda looked upset at that. yeah well i dont know why no one invites me anywhere anymore, dont know what i did, but sorry guys. i guess im jsut annoying and dumb and bitchy and a loser. watever. this ahppened last year too, that sucked but watever. marie and jackie are my only real friends rgiht now. if u disagree, prove me wrong. but i know noone will. dont be scared to suprise me though guys.
watever anyway . . .
i really think im sick though. theres something really worng with me. i dont know what though. i saw nancy looked worried. great.
so yeah i can play that wyclef and missy song party to damascus, the first part of house on the rising sun and smoke over water know. all jsut form eing sick and lying in bed doing nothing.
i watched the nutty prfesser today. hahhaahaha i laughed actually when the wegihts like pull him back against the wall and hes like INVIGERATING!!! hahaha.
i <3 "being sick"
water polo agian tommarrow. sigh.
<3shannon
i usually love it cuz as usual being sick =
playing guitar, wathching bet and laughing, mtv video clash and room raiders all day, old movies on amc, going on the comp., diet cherry coke and circus animal crackers all day.
my mom got worried. who blames her, i am too. we went to the doctor. i felt like i was gonna pass out when i signed in and was about to fall over so i walked ot the couch and sat like 3 seats away form some bitchy lady knitting a heinous scarf. and she goes are you sick?! and im like "no" and she gives me this disgusted look and goe to my mom is she sick?! and my moms like no. andi gave her the worst look and got up and wlaked across the room so i didnt like kill her with my "sickness" or anything. some people are so rude.
anyway. when nancy saw us, we talked about my grades, and i realized how little my mom knows about my life. she has NO CLUE wat anything is like. shes never home. i see her what 6 hours a week? makes sense. . . and then anncy was really happy. what am i supposed to say with my mom right there. so i jsut siled and nodded. i dont know how i didnt start crying. she also asked what i do on the weekends. i told her nothing cuz i coudltn spend the night anywhere. she goes oh i see. and she like you dont eve ngo out with your firends? and i said they dont invite me anywhere anymore becasue they knowi cant spend the night anywhere so its pointless. my mom kinda looked upset at that. yeah well i dont know why no one invites me anywhere anymore, dont know what i did, but sorry guys. i guess im jsut annoying and dumb and bitchy and a loser. watever. this ahppened last year too, that sucked but watever. marie and jackie are my only real friends rgiht now. if u disagree, prove me wrong. but i know noone will. dont be scared to suprise me though guys.
watever anyway . . .
i really think im sick though. theres something really worng with me. i dont know what though. i saw nancy looked worried. great.
so yeah i can play that wyclef and missy song party to damascus, the first part of house on the rising sun and smoke over water know. all jsut form eing sick and lying in bed doing nothing.
i watched the nutty prfesser today. hahhaahaha i laughed actually when the wegihts like pull him back against the wall and hes like INVIGERATING!!! hahaha.
i <3 "being sick"
water polo agian tommarrow. sigh.
<3shannon