must be good looking cuz shes so hard to see . . .
that really sucked today.
oh well.
i have no black clothes and no one to go shopping with.
im obivously doing nothin this weekend so ill talk to you all ifsomething exciting happens.
the parent teacher meetings are on my birthday. i dont htink i can tell my mom. i dont want to cry on my birthday anymore than i will anyway. if i dont get my guitar i never talking ot my parents agian. and i know im not getting it, seems fair right?
i miss kate. ross swiss. :) only thing that makes me smile.
its sad. to actually think abouteverthing and say its not that bad and try to smile causes great physical pain.
i started crying in the car today. my dad said he has no problem with me moving to virginia for a semester. we tlaked about it and then i said what about mom? we both looked at each other and looked worried. thats what i do like about my dad well and something else, we both understand what a fiucking loser my mom can be.
oh and by the way, people i uh, supply sometimes, sorry your gonnna have to pay now. im tired of being used by every single one of you. if you wnat anyhting free you get the old soapy shit and only one "thing", yeha like i know what its called.
well ,except for a few.
i really am a bitch. i almost slammed some bitches head into a locker she was wlaking os slow. i hate this school so much. and another thing i think i have problems i was wlaking behind people today and i was like ooo i hope they fall down the stairs. but thats ok because i know a countless number of people feel the same way about me.
whihc leads me to another question.
what do people really say abbout me?
i know already, fat, ugly, slut, stuck-up, bitch, greedy, self-centered, dumb, annoying, loser, i could go on, but theres no need, its all true and i know all of it too. so stop caring.
the only good thing about today was some people actaully said bye to me - emily, cori, kathleen, theresa, glaspy
it sounds dumb but it was nice they actually madea point to say something to me.
wow, i really am a loser. oh well.
oh well.
i have no black clothes and no one to go shopping with.
im obivously doing nothin this weekend so ill talk to you all ifsomething exciting happens.
the parent teacher meetings are on my birthday. i dont htink i can tell my mom. i dont want to cry on my birthday anymore than i will anyway. if i dont get my guitar i never talking ot my parents agian. and i know im not getting it, seems fair right?
i miss kate. ross swiss. :) only thing that makes me smile.
its sad. to actually think abouteverthing and say its not that bad and try to smile causes great physical pain.
i started crying in the car today. my dad said he has no problem with me moving to virginia for a semester. we tlaked about it and then i said what about mom? we both looked at each other and looked worried. thats what i do like about my dad well and something else, we both understand what a fiucking loser my mom can be.
oh and by the way, people i uh, supply sometimes, sorry your gonnna have to pay now. im tired of being used by every single one of you. if you wnat anyhting free you get the old soapy shit and only one "thing", yeha like i know what its called.
well ,except for a few.
i really am a bitch. i almost slammed some bitches head into a locker she was wlaking os slow. i hate this school so much. and another thing i think i have problems i was wlaking behind people today and i was like ooo i hope they fall down the stairs. but thats ok because i know a countless number of people feel the same way about me.
whihc leads me to another question.
what do people really say abbout me?
i know already, fat, ugly, slut, stuck-up, bitch, greedy, self-centered, dumb, annoying, loser, i could go on, but theres no need, its all true and i know all of it too. so stop caring.
the only good thing about today was some people actaully said bye to me - emily, cori, kathleen, theresa, glaspy
it sounds dumb but it was nice they actually madea point to say something to me.
wow, i really am a loser. oh well.