jack: dont catch on fire. ill be so mad. like i wont forgive you for a LONG time.
awww^^^ love my virginian . . . people. theyre all makiing sure im ok. kind of obsessivly but i love them
why go camping when you can walk outside of your own house and get the good old fire smell.
and who needs sky? theres jsut smoke now.
jj and maddy and karly and whoever else lives out there, i hope ur guys's houses are ok and u guys too.
today in french ms grande was teaching us how to smoke. wow. i thoguth it was hilarious.
do you not want me around? if yes, just say so instead of letting me stay around until it gets wrose than this. i know u didnt realize but what you did today hurt me so much. i guess you didnt even think baout it but it took everything i had not to cry right then.
who are my real friends>? ive frucked up everygood relationship ive ever had with someone. i want someone to be able to say that they consider me a TRUE friend. but i hoestly dont know who could or would think that now. the people i ocnsider my best firneds probably dont consider me the same. maybe they do. i dont know if i would be able to tell or not.
i want to be homeschooled more than anything. get good grades so i cna go to college cuz maybe its not too late to help my chances if i havent fucked it up enough. then i cna party and do all the shit im doing now. cuz it hoenstly terrifies me when i meet people, older than me like in their 20s or jsut loder, like shannons firneds or hte people at the concerts that go OMG shes only 15?! when htey find out my age, "i didnt do ANY of that till i was like 19!" sure form one or two people thatd be fine but, its gotten to be too much. im out of control and i guess ive been hiding it lately but i have no control over anything i do anymore.
but why am i telling you. you dont care, im sorry i wasted your time. bye.
why go camping when you can walk outside of your own house and get the good old fire smell.
and who needs sky? theres jsut smoke now.
jj and maddy and karly and whoever else lives out there, i hope ur guys's houses are ok and u guys too.
today in french ms grande was teaching us how to smoke. wow. i thoguth it was hilarious.
do you not want me around? if yes, just say so instead of letting me stay around until it gets wrose than this. i know u didnt realize but what you did today hurt me so much. i guess you didnt even think baout it but it took everything i had not to cry right then.
who are my real friends>? ive frucked up everygood relationship ive ever had with someone. i want someone to be able to say that they consider me a TRUE friend. but i hoestly dont know who could or would think that now. the people i ocnsider my best firneds probably dont consider me the same. maybe they do. i dont know if i would be able to tell or not.
i want to be homeschooled more than anything. get good grades so i cna go to college cuz maybe its not too late to help my chances if i havent fucked it up enough. then i cna party and do all the shit im doing now. cuz it hoenstly terrifies me when i meet people, older than me like in their 20s or jsut loder, like shannons firneds or hte people at the concerts that go OMG shes only 15?! when htey find out my age, "i didnt do ANY of that till i was like 19!" sure form one or two people thatd be fine but, its gotten to be too much. im out of control and i guess ive been hiding it lately but i have no control over anything i do anymore.
but why am i telling you. you dont care, im sorry i wasted your time. bye.