Jul 25, 2006 10:13
I'm sitting here in the middle of the field
Pain shooting up my body
A gunshot in the chest
Just missing the heart
Screaming at the top of my lungs
Medic! Medic!
Where the hell is the medic?
Screaming in the middle
Of an orgy of dying and dead men
Screaming for someone to heal me
Knowing I'm the only one who can
A poem for all the people like me.
I get really depressed. I can THINK myself into depression. I haven't been doing it very often, but I did it last night....It's been a while since I've really cried, and I needed it. I really wanted someone to talk to (the antidote to my thoughts, on most occasions), and no one was available.
I did talk to my girlfriend (we call her clover), and while I didn't tell her, just talking to her made me feel better.
I'll tell you guys what I was so sad about later. This one's going to be on my mind for a while.
Kai