Dec 02, 2014 00:28
To the woman I still meet in my dreams; never really got to say goodbye but I guess that doesn't matter now anyway catch my tears as they hit my sheets tonight and if I tell myself this is just goodnight it's not goodbye now is it? Even though I won't meet you in hidden places with lips pressed together and hearts beating faster than we can tell them slow down I swear to god I'll spend forever trying to find you. So right now instead of choking on the "never again's" and "what if's" just too sad to admit that we might never get lost in a sea of blankets too red hot to admit we were just tangled in a sea of lies and insecurity. Where did we go wrong and when did we both let go? Just goodnight, not goodbye, and then morning comes easier and the sun sets softer knowing we might not make it forever but at least it seemed like forever when we lived it sharing one heart. Just goodnight, not goodbye.