it's over
after so long believing.... it's over.... he told me as bluntly as possible. turns out, i was wrong. there's no such thing as soul-mates. if i could be so wrong, then it can't be true. it's fantasy. a beautiful picture painted with the intent of giving children hope for the future. but it's not real. all lies. they must think us fools. and what a fool i've proven myself to be. so much faith i placed in this belief. i really believed. more than anyone else. i promise you that. so, what are these feelings inside. i'm capable of loving so fiercely. for what purpose? there is no purpose. my feelings are only here to torment my existence. bittersweet. i wish i'd never met him. i finally mean it.