May 18, 2006 12:12
Ive discovered new things...to help"work" go by way easier
Live, streamed radio.
Snacks.
Email.
who knew?
Looks like I'm back on the crazies....if Stef woulda gone up north, it woulda only been painful to me (and maybe my mom)...and feeling the effects..not good. But, since he's not going..I better stay on them. (I never wanted to be on them in the first place....then out of ambivilance went on them, loved them....and now addicted.) And getting off them...very scary. Like, not able to walk in a straight line.
I cant wait to leave the city. Sask, bellville, (although belliville is way more likely..)..
"Take my poll"
"to prove she's an idiot?"
So, I had an encounter with the girl I dont like. In fact, hate. I cant understand why ANYONE would date her, or be friends with her...but, apperently ppl hang out with her. I made a vow to 1) never go where she'll be 2) If I cant help #1, then be nice...
Well, I hadda be around her. I think, this one persone, ruined the rest of my day. I, for the most part, took her threats, rudeness, and hatefullness...
This is my goal (it'll never REALLLLY happen....but its mean as hell, and she deserves it)
Steal her job.
Why not her boyfriend you ask? Well, he's like an Ox, or Moose. None to bright...
Job. Hit her where it hurts. OH MAN! That would be sweet.
never happen. (oh man thats evil!)
So the boy is unemployed, which means...a few things.
For him:
more videogames
more sleep
less money
For me:
He'll be playing video games and sleeping.
And no big summer getaway. (not like it was really planned...but, hey, a girl can dream, right?)
until he gets this animation "best job in the world" deal...but after that things wont change much.
4 more hours to go!...WOOT!
What will I do with my friday.....hmm...planting, no doubt. Biking, hopefully.
Chinese food saturday. AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME.
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Chris' violin got stolen. And dood, if someone knows about that, it's ME!
So he calls me up, and its the "Oh no" kinda conversation..
"well, you have insurance, right?"
"nope"
good grief.
so, he was like, can I borrow a violin.
"OF COURSE!"
"I love you Carla"
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"okay."
I know how that sounds...and that may be the problem...but I love him like a brother...LOL OMG! like a brother! HA! and I kinda wish he wouldnt say it (hes said it before...)...because I KNOW he doesnt find me attractive...I KNOW THAT. So, why say it?
How is it that a guy has trouble saying I love you, except when they dont mean it?
stupid boys, fuck throwing rocks at them, drop a house