proudly me.

Nov 12, 2011 12:21

currently reading - Club Dead by Charlaine Harris

I am proudly not the same person i was two years ago. I am not that annoying and helpless girl desperately trying to get everyone to like her. Sometimes she rears her ugly and more overweight head but lately i am a new person. I am more confident and independent. Yeah I miss the nights when all my super friends and i got to hang out daily and yeah i bitch at them about it but i am far better off than i was.
  I am more confident then i used to be. I can look into the mirror and see that i am beautiful. Yes the world has a tendency to shut me down some days. (the price of being friends with too many beautiful girls) but i can look into the mirror and like what i see. Yes there is a list of physical attributes that i want to change but i am trying my best to change them.
  I now know what i want to do with my life. I want to go into immunology. I don't think i want to go into the medical field anymore. Yes the having to drop too many classes this semester has discouraged me a little.but getting that A on my immunulogy exam has brought my confidence up. =)
  I am no longer that girl that is finding any reason to sing with all her might in order to hope to impress everyone with her voice. I sing because i want to and never to impress everyone who doesn't care. I am more confident in my voice.
  I am beautiful and i deserve love. I need to walk around with more of that confidence. Yeah sometimes i sit there and think that i am unworthy and that is why i haven'f found anyone, but deep down i always know that i DO deserve love. I am worthy and i am lovely.
amen
 

me, life, love, beautiful

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