DONE
I am done with this stupid drama. I am SO beyond done. I just got a 70 on my organic test...the class average was a 77. This shit is starting to affect my classes and my LIFE. I am NOT allowing this. NOT ANYMORE!
I am sick of worrying about what he thinks and what everyone else thinks. I am done. I am done trying to impress people and moving my life around just to hang out with him. He doesn't even like me. He likes little tiny sticks and that is Oh so NOT me.
The worst part is that i studied my ass off for this exam. I really did. I even went to a review session. This is complete crap and i am so mad at myself. No MORE! not again. I am going to stop this crap and focus on ME! for real. I am done trying to please everyone else and letting myself get pushed aside. I am going to focus on ME because for once i need to realize that i need to please and love myself. I am SO done.
I am also not going home until thanksgiving. I cant get anything done in my house. i cant focus and i never get anything done in that house. I am always doing stuff for my mom and sister. Well i need to stay and focus on classes. this is not worth the pain.
I am sick of worrying about what he thinks and what everyone else thinks. I am done. I am done trying to impress people and moving my life around just to hang out with him. He doesn't even like me. He likes little tiny sticks and that is Oh so NOT me.
The worst part is that i studied my ass off for this exam. I really did. I even went to a review session. This is complete crap and i am so mad at myself. No MORE! not again. I am going to stop this crap and focus on ME! for real. I am done trying to please everyone else and letting myself get pushed aside. I am going to focus on ME because for once i need to realize that i need to please and love myself. I am SO done.
I am also not going home until thanksgiving. I cant get anything done in my house. i cant focus and i never get anything done in that house. I am always doing stuff for my mom and sister. Well i need to stay and focus on classes. this is not worth the pain.