Writer's Block: Really, Truly
Nope.
Love is...not my strongest feeling. The affection from and towards family members and friends had built me into a strong person a few years back, and yet it all crumbled when I fell madly in love.
Pathetic. Simply pathetic...the human mind goes crazy when it feels like it's in love. When you can't be apart from that one person, when you'd be willing to do ANYTHING to get them. No matter how much you loved them, there was still a chance (a high one) that that person will not love YOU.
That guy that I fell in love with. I was totally obsessed and under his spell for two years. For two whole years, I couldn't see anything or anyone but him. He was my love, he was my life, he was my purpose. And yet, ironically, we barely talked offline (at school). But I was convinced he made my life complete. He always made me laugh but, in most cases, made me cry more often. I was devoted to someone who never even glanced my way.
Now I see...as I'm growing out of him, and growing up, that he wasn't worth it. NO ONE is worth that amount of dedication if they can't return an ounce of it; no matter how cute, how funny, how kind they are. He was everything to me, but I was nothing to him. So, we just didn't work together.
I don't feel that I'll fall in love again anytime soon. I don't want a boyfriend anymore. I don't want someone to hug, someone to kiss. Who needs that?
As for love at first sight, no to that either. It is impossible to read someone's soul, experiences, and heart while looking at their face.
Love is...not my strongest feeling. The affection from and towards family members and friends had built me into a strong person a few years back, and yet it all crumbled when I fell madly in love.
Pathetic. Simply pathetic...the human mind goes crazy when it feels like it's in love. When you can't be apart from that one person, when you'd be willing to do ANYTHING to get them. No matter how much you loved them, there was still a chance (a high one) that that person will not love YOU.
That guy that I fell in love with. I was totally obsessed and under his spell for two years. For two whole years, I couldn't see anything or anyone but him. He was my love, he was my life, he was my purpose. And yet, ironically, we barely talked offline (at school). But I was convinced he made my life complete. He always made me laugh but, in most cases, made me cry more often. I was devoted to someone who never even glanced my way.
Now I see...as I'm growing out of him, and growing up, that he wasn't worth it. NO ONE is worth that amount of dedication if they can't return an ounce of it; no matter how cute, how funny, how kind they are. He was everything to me, but I was nothing to him. So, we just didn't work together.
I don't feel that I'll fall in love again anytime soon. I don't want a boyfriend anymore. I don't want someone to hug, someone to kiss. Who needs that?
As for love at first sight, no to that either. It is impossible to read someone's soul, experiences, and heart while looking at their face.