Oct 22, 2004 15:11
Ok. I was wrong. When I asked at lunch if Alex was going to art club, a bunch of people raised their hands and said "I am!". I saw Louise raise her hand, so I decided talking to her then would be good, but she must have raised her hand for something else. And now I won't see her until Monday. Shit. Fuck.
I came home because I've my stomache has been bothering me all day, and I felt light-headed from not eating any lunch. I had felt like going home and lying down during eigth, but I really wanted to talk to Louise. Damnit.
And also, Bella told me during eigth that Louise was "not happy" with me, but she wouldn't tell me why. I thought we could work everything out after school. God fucking damnit.
This weekend is going to be hell.