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Blah these pasty few days have been just miserable.
Thursday:
So when I got up I kinda had a feeling that it was going to be a rough day, the rain didn't help any. After arriving at school this only pushed me to believe this more so. Just something didn't feel right. In my program at school we are all very close. We are kinda like a big family! So when class started our teacher, who is also the program director, sat us down in a circle to tell us that she was going to be quitting. This was pretty upsetting for everyone. Then after that she proceeded to tell us each something that she remembers and likes about us. She told me she was jealous of how smart I am and couldn't believe how strong I was for every thing I go through with Rob in the Navy. So we all spent about an hour sitting around and crying...I honestly think I needed it.
Friday:
Luckily I don't have class Fridays. But I had a doctors appointment. I haven't been telling many people whats going on because in truth I don't even really know. But for over a year my platelets have been high, which points to inflammation. Sense I don't have any obvious wounds or anything we have determined I have an autoimmune disease. I always knew my body hated me. So just after Rob went out to sea in January I did a blood test. It took a month to positively find out I don't have Rheumatoid Arthritis. So now I have had to do more blood tests x-rays and such. I just want this all worked out. It's so stressful and with Rob not here I don't have the support I need. After that I had to sit around and wait to get my taxes done. At the end of the night my room mate and I went to a wine tasting. We each got a case of wine and 2 bottles, a total of 28 bottles....I don't think we are running out anytime soon.
Saturday:
For school I have to have 120 hours of clinic time done. I'm not in my internship yet but I still have to do 20 hours this term. I got in early and left late. There is this one student that not a lot of people really seem to like him. He has a tendency to lie out of his ass. On top of that he thinks he is higher up then everyone else. So the whole time I was in clinic he was telling me what to do and how to do them. But nothing can top what he did. He had told us he spent $100 to give some other students massages. They were not written in the schedule book and were written in that day. Also he said he had paid for the massages a few days ago. Then went into a cosmetology class and asked the students who wanted a free massage. Everyone in clinic thought it was really fishy and we were unsure if he even bought the massages. So when confronted, he said he left the receipt at home. Also he didn't she the problem with paying for a bunch of people to get a massage. So the only client I had was a lie and I didn't even get any hours done. I spent 5 1/2 hours doing laundry and some studying. When I got home I was so exhausted I fell asleep on the sofa and missed the halfway night party. I'm not to worried about it. I always feel awkward dealing with the other navy wives.
T_T These days have been so long without Rob
Thursday:
So when I got up I kinda had a feeling that it was going to be a rough day, the rain didn't help any. After arriving at school this only pushed me to believe this more so. Just something didn't feel right. In my program at school we are all very close. We are kinda like a big family! So when class started our teacher, who is also the program director, sat us down in a circle to tell us that she was going to be quitting. This was pretty upsetting for everyone. Then after that she proceeded to tell us each something that she remembers and likes about us. She told me she was jealous of how smart I am and couldn't believe how strong I was for every thing I go through with Rob in the Navy. So we all spent about an hour sitting around and crying...I honestly think I needed it.
Friday:
Luckily I don't have class Fridays. But I had a doctors appointment. I haven't been telling many people whats going on because in truth I don't even really know. But for over a year my platelets have been high, which points to inflammation. Sense I don't have any obvious wounds or anything we have determined I have an autoimmune disease. I always knew my body hated me. So just after Rob went out to sea in January I did a blood test. It took a month to positively find out I don't have Rheumatoid Arthritis. So now I have had to do more blood tests x-rays and such. I just want this all worked out. It's so stressful and with Rob not here I don't have the support I need. After that I had to sit around and wait to get my taxes done. At the end of the night my room mate and I went to a wine tasting. We each got a case of wine and 2 bottles, a total of 28 bottles....I don't think we are running out anytime soon.
Saturday:
For school I have to have 120 hours of clinic time done. I'm not in my internship yet but I still have to do 20 hours this term. I got in early and left late. There is this one student that not a lot of people really seem to like him. He has a tendency to lie out of his ass. On top of that he thinks he is higher up then everyone else. So the whole time I was in clinic he was telling me what to do and how to do them. But nothing can top what he did. He had told us he spent $100 to give some other students massages. They were not written in the schedule book and were written in that day. Also he said he had paid for the massages a few days ago. Then went into a cosmetology class and asked the students who wanted a free massage. Everyone in clinic thought it was really fishy and we were unsure if he even bought the massages. So when confronted, he said he left the receipt at home. Also he didn't she the problem with paying for a bunch of people to get a massage. So the only client I had was a lie and I didn't even get any hours done. I spent 5 1/2 hours doing laundry and some studying. When I got home I was so exhausted I fell asleep on the sofa and missed the halfway night party. I'm not to worried about it. I always feel awkward dealing with the other navy wives.
T_T These days have been so long without Rob