moment of contemplating
Sorry for double posting but I really need to let these thoughts out of my head (and these feelings out of my chest). Today I was organizing my messy pictures folders when I stumbled upon these absolutely fabulous and gorgeous pictures of Kim 'Key' Kibum. I admit I was a little late in realizing how beautiful and stunning Key is. Taemin is another matter altogether, somehow I doubt whether he was a 'he' or 'she'. I'm sorry, no offense here, but let's just admit that Lee Taemin is simply way too pretty. They have flaw, I have a part of them that I do not like, moments when I refuse to look at them because they're flawed. Despite all that, most of the time, I overlook their flaws and embrace their beauty. Another person that I consider as beautiful is Kim Hyoyeon.
I cannot choose which picture potrayed their beauty the most so I will just post the one I stumbled upon;
by ishipminho
by lackisticway
Three of them are so so so beautiful in my eyes, inspirational, and amazing. They have achieved their dreams, they're doing what they like, and they're happy. This lead to the reason of my current dilemma;
What do I want to do?
Lately I'm confused; what do I wanna do? What should I do? What will be of me in the future?
This question came to me quite late, I should have passed that stage a long time ago, but here I am still questioning myself what do I wanna do in a future. The answer is clear but contradicting at the same time; I wanna do what I like. But what is it what I like?
I used to like drawing and aspired to be game designer but as time went by, that dream changed. I don't feel like being one in all of sudden, the passion just gone, disappear into nothing. I write here and there about what I like but in the end, I like so many things, I want to be so many things that I don't know what do I really like and what do I wanna be.
People around me has found their passion while I ask myself; do I have passion in the first place?
I'm sure I do, I will have to find it again deep within me. I had this 'passion' a long time ago, or maybe some time a go, but it was buried deep within all things that I wanna be. I hope I can find it.
Have a good day, folks, and this is not a depressing post. Is not mean to be anyways.
I cannot choose which picture potrayed their beauty the most so I will just post the one I stumbled upon;
by ishipminho
by lackisticway
Three of them are so so so beautiful in my eyes, inspirational, and amazing. They have achieved their dreams, they're doing what they like, and they're happy. This lead to the reason of my current dilemma;
What do I want to do?
Lately I'm confused; what do I wanna do? What should I do? What will be of me in the future?
This question came to me quite late, I should have passed that stage a long time ago, but here I am still questioning myself what do I wanna do in a future. The answer is clear but contradicting at the same time; I wanna do what I like. But what is it what I like?
I used to like drawing and aspired to be game designer but as time went by, that dream changed. I don't feel like being one in all of sudden, the passion just gone, disappear into nothing. I write here and there about what I like but in the end, I like so many things, I want to be so many things that I don't know what do I really like and what do I wanna be.
People around me has found their passion while I ask myself; do I have passion in the first place?
I'm sure I do, I will have to find it again deep within me. I had this 'passion' a long time ago, or maybe some time a go, but it was buried deep within all things that I wanna be. I hope I can find it.
Have a good day, folks, and this is not a depressing post. Is not mean to be anyways.