I feel like i am going crazy.
I am just so bored right now! So bored that it is making me a little depressed. I am trying remember why I decided to move here to La grange or why I didn't wait, oh because of Jamy, that's right. Lately besides for boredom, I feeling depressed about my space and what's not mine. Everything here is not mine, it's not my computer, it's not my house, it's not my space. I just want to sleep until sleep myself into a coma and I die! Sometimes I don't know what to do and I feel like I am going crazy. Maybe I don't belong here but I didn't belong at home with my family either. They were making me worse, and alone. Thinking about spending the night in my cold, dark, lonely apartment. Sit there and sulk and cry.