Apr 09, 2008 17:52
What does it mean to be inlove?
Does there Have to be a reason you love someone,
Or can you just love them?
What is Unconditional Love?
That You'll Love someone no matter how much they hurt or betray you?
Is that even a good type of Love?
How do you fall out of love?
Does it just happen?
Or can you make it happen?
Is it Conscious?
Subconscious?
Or just completely Unconscious?
What do you do if the person you love,
Say they feel thier falling out of love with you?
If They say that they don't want it too but it's just "happening" ?
How do you react?
When the person you love the most is slipping through you hands?
I don't know what to do...
John said I have anger problems...
So I stopped getting angry with him....
So now I snap at my family more...
John Said I'm to violent with him...
So I clench my fists with rage...
Till my nails break my skin...
And hurt myself instead now...
John said I don't consider his feelings and wants...
So now I only consider his feelings and wants...
'Yeah, you promised me we'd go to the mall,
but if you really don't want to it's okay...
Oh, you went to bed late and don't feel like giving me a ride today,
Even though you said you would,
Sure no problem...
I told you i had alot of homework to do,
but you're horny now and don't want to go yet?
Yeah sure, it's fine...'
Is this the right way to go?
Isn't there a middle ground somewhere?
he's happier now...
But I'm always anxious now...
"How was I today?" "I didn't screw up did I?"
"Nope, honey, you were great today" "Let tomorrow be like today"
But what if I don't like today?
What if I want yesterday back...
Or at least a semblence of it...
I just don't know what to do anymore....
I just don't know.....
~Fiona