Sho all the time
I always think that, there are and were reasons for things happening or happened to me. I feel there is a butterfly affect surrounding me. 2 years ago i started to date with a guy who liked anime a lot and he introduced me anime. So my japanese journey has started. Now i'm trying my best to go to Japan for master degree. Being a student for two department and also attending two japanese course are really tiring; but i survive =)) After i became friend with one of my coursemates she introduced me Arashi. And now i'm a big fan of Sakurai Sho. I used to listen jazz and classical music. I was the intellectual type. But now i'm just listening Arashi. I'm addicted to their programs and songs. I have some problems with my lab.group mates but thanx to Sho and Arashi, i manage to survive everyday. I'm not an otaku, but i can't start the day without listening Sakura Sake. There is a kawaii Sho picture on my phone... Maybe i'm an otaku. I don't know. All the thing i know i just want to go out with Sho and have some fun. Not as girlfriend or anything. Just friends. I would like to have brainstorms with him, while drinking sake. Make him laugh and laugh to him. Trying to figure out if he is enjoying his time with me.... I have lots of dreams about him. I even believe that this butterfly effect in my life will lead me to meet him one day. Itsuka, moshikoshi... Negau...