I haven't even made my first flight yet
Hello, I am stuck in an airport with my new laptop. I have to say before I bash technology, the new laptop works beautifully. I am on the net as we speak. (Obviously) Now, I have to blast the activation process for the blackberry. With the combination of many un findable obsecure access codes and bad customer service , I will not have an international phone for 3 weeks. I can always use my Japanese pre paid phone (buying tons of calling cards method). Also, I will be in a hotel for a few days before I reside in my guesthouse. I will try to make phone calls.
I now know for sure I have a place to stay. There was some confusion because people thought my last name was Esquire because of my e-mail address. -.-;;;;; yeah.....
I am going to Japan today BTW. Orlando airport is my current location. I have a few hours.
I feel emotionally and physically depleted. I have not slept in awhile. I have been tranistionally sick too. change is jarring. I am thristy. I can't very well sleep either. Plus, the newstands haven;t updated their magazines so there is nothing to read. I keep up with magazines religiously. I will miss long bathes while turning pages.
I am not sure what to expect from this time around in Japan. A part of me feels like I should have waited until october but what's done is done. I will try to learn the language if I am especially talented or good. I need a patient tutor who doesn't make me feel stupid. I am a little slow.
On another note, I am shocked entirely that my "boyfriend" is going to pick me up from the airport. It's been awhile and I won't feel fresh after such a long ride. I am scared. I want a natural flow.
Overall, I have the jitters and I feel aphrehensive about everything in my life. I just want everything to work out for everybody. Everything is tieing my stomache in knots. Leaving all of my friends leaves me aphehensive. I keep on crying in the corner. I am trying to be less emotional.
I think overall I am packed pretty well. Emmaly helped me so much while I went crazy with so much pile up in wee hours of the morning. ohhhhh my flight schedule changed behind my back. I am not flying from chicago so obviously I got a weird look from check in guy. >< I feel like I am last to know everything or something or yesterday was one of those days where no matter what everything would break around me. It's like opening a jar that everyone else can open except for you.
I am phoneless and stressed out. my cell phone died. I love my peeps too
I fit in last minute medical/denistry examinations. yay. all looks well. I am shocked. I am still upset about that blackberry though.
On my chest there has been a splotch of discoloration, and I have always wondered what it was. It's been awhile. The doctor said it wasn't cancerous which I had a feeling that wasn't the case anyway. He said basically he thinks it's this skin irritation with a special name and spelling I won't attempt. It will never go away unless I get plastic surgery. lol! Now, I can get that breast lift I have always wanted. Yeah right. anyway maybe someday if I decide to work on that area. I will live with it for now. it's small.
lol. facebook is like the new livejournal. it's a very lively scene by comparsion. Good for pictures, games, and monitoring. I check that the most now. so if anyone has networking sites they want to add me on, I am here.
I won't see the finale of charm school. I saw flavor of love season 1 marathon. crazy.
I like the show scrubs.
I have the obedience game on my computer.
anyway, I love everyone. i feel teary eyed. My laptop is heating my lap.
I now know for sure I have a place to stay. There was some confusion because people thought my last name was Esquire because of my e-mail address. -.-;;;;; yeah.....
I am going to Japan today BTW. Orlando airport is my current location. I have a few hours.
I feel emotionally and physically depleted. I have not slept in awhile. I have been tranistionally sick too. change is jarring. I am thristy. I can't very well sleep either. Plus, the newstands haven;t updated their magazines so there is nothing to read. I keep up with magazines religiously. I will miss long bathes while turning pages.
I am not sure what to expect from this time around in Japan. A part of me feels like I should have waited until october but what's done is done. I will try to learn the language if I am especially talented or good. I need a patient tutor who doesn't make me feel stupid. I am a little slow.
On another note, I am shocked entirely that my "boyfriend" is going to pick me up from the airport. It's been awhile and I won't feel fresh after such a long ride. I am scared. I want a natural flow.
Overall, I have the jitters and I feel aphrehensive about everything in my life. I just want everything to work out for everybody. Everything is tieing my stomache in knots. Leaving all of my friends leaves me aphehensive. I keep on crying in the corner. I am trying to be less emotional.
I think overall I am packed pretty well. Emmaly helped me so much while I went crazy with so much pile up in wee hours of the morning. ohhhhh my flight schedule changed behind my back. I am not flying from chicago so obviously I got a weird look from check in guy. >< I feel like I am last to know everything or something or yesterday was one of those days where no matter what everything would break around me. It's like opening a jar that everyone else can open except for you.
I am phoneless and stressed out. my cell phone died. I love my peeps too
I fit in last minute medical/denistry examinations. yay. all looks well. I am shocked. I am still upset about that blackberry though.
On my chest there has been a splotch of discoloration, and I have always wondered what it was. It's been awhile. The doctor said it wasn't cancerous which I had a feeling that wasn't the case anyway. He said basically he thinks it's this skin irritation with a special name and spelling I won't attempt. It will never go away unless I get plastic surgery. lol! Now, I can get that breast lift I have always wanted. Yeah right. anyway maybe someday if I decide to work on that area. I will live with it for now. it's small.
lol. facebook is like the new livejournal. it's a very lively scene by comparsion. Good for pictures, games, and monitoring. I check that the most now. so if anyone has networking sites they want to add me on, I am here.
I won't see the finale of charm school. I saw flavor of love season 1 marathon. crazy.
I like the show scrubs.
I have the obedience game on my computer.
anyway, I love everyone. i feel teary eyed. My laptop is heating my lap.