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I think quitting my job was the best morale decision I have made in awhile. I feel ten times better. I feel settled into my place. Only to leave again? arggggg...Oh well. Tis the life story of the Laura. She ultimately enjoys being stable but in the amidst of instability she makes plans for the distant future. @_@ @_@
My living room is clean. If you saw underneath my couch....wait you wouldn't want to. Anyway, somehow all 20+ more bottle caps ended up there. ahhahaha. It has nothing to do with me....Well, they are gone now. Everything is vacuumed. The living room cleared. I have this odd feeling that all the stuff in the living room basically ended up on dining room table. It looks neater anyway. I will get around to it. hehehhee. Believe it or not. All that needs to be done is organization and probably some mopping in the little dry floor areas that do exist. ^_^;;;; Enough about cleaning!!! Oh and let's not talk about clothes. >.>;
Going to Orlando was ultimately a good trip. I think the most remarkable detail about it was eating at the awesome Japanese restaurant three nights in a row. That restaurant was good. It was authentic too with shabu shabu and sukiyaki. Oh, and I have fantasies about the hot chocolate cake there. The hot chocolate cake at TGIF is also good....which is a separate from the Orlando thought. Epcot and magic kingdom were also nice. Hotel rooms are lovely are my friend!!!
Let's travel more is my general message!!
You know what. I love food. The tiramisu was lovely at the Italian restaurant tonight. This brings me to the conclusion that I should become a chef or start my own restaurant business. I have been looking into culinary schools actually. It sounds like great fun to me. After Japan, I will do this in theory unless life throws me a better option. The future is unclear. Also, being a chef sounds so much less aimless of me to say. Anyone can respect it because everyone eats. I just want to open a cafe by day that sells cute cakes, teas, finger sandwich's, and coffees. Then by night an intimate creative high class restaurant. Also, if I open a restaurant, all of my friends would have an automatic job if need be~ It works out for me and everyone!!!
Btw, All of my best memories involve being around luxurious foods. Sooo saddddd. Yes literally!!!! @_@ Wow! I can think of a bunch right now. The way to my heart is through my stomach. No wonder I had so many weight problems. I have a lot of guilt issues because I like being thin but but....I am sooo indulgent. I have to learn how to hate what I love or else it goes tooo far. ohhh tiramisu!!
I am slowly understanding my body though. I know I get worrisome but you have to know how much I love eating. I think basically, not to binge eat and to exercise are the ultimate keys. I do get irrational sometimes as everyone knows. My body image issues can be intense. I am getting over them kind of as I begin to understand my body!! I just want to be normal!!!
Anyway, now onto cute things. I really like how cup cakes looks from the harajuku lovers line. Also, I love how the onsen monju or onigiri look! They are my friends!
http://www.shopkawaii.com/SearchResults.asp?Cat=39
I also like http://www.shopkawaii.com/category_s/21.htm
Nyan Nyan Nyankos
Soooo cute!!! ^_^
I need to collect some San-X stuff!
I did a photo shoot by myself just now. It's hard to do self timed camera shoots. embarassing! I just feel like I needed new photos!! I need to do updates on all of my public Laura networking sites. Myspace, facebook, even LJ. I need to upgrade sooo much!! Interests and etc. Icons @_@ photos! Name it!~
I love tackey and tsubasa!!! this video makes me so happy. Okay, both of these videos. The first one makes me want to go to the beach!!! It's by far one of the cutest things ever made to me!!!
The second one is host boys. That lady is my future. The ending was bad though! I need to go to a host club so much.
I think tackey and tsubasa know me personally because they emulate my taste in all their videos.
I want a facial so much...
I am going to Ohio with Emmaly. There is a goal *cough* I am just tagging along for the ride!! At least I get to eat some of the old foods at current and sunrise cafe.
I want to go to D.C. to visit Jonathan!!! Jonathan needs to relax!!!
In the month of april, I am going to take an official knitting class and palates class.Also canoeing/kayaking @_@ I need to get a gift sent off >.>;
I thought it was funny how Rachel compared me to a dog in all ways. I have to be walked daily!!! I forgot the other examples exactly. It made me happy though!!!
Despite the fight I had with my sister involving money, I feel decadent!!! I think she has a point but don't use that tone with me. ;-; ;-;
My living room is clean. If you saw underneath my couch....wait you wouldn't want to. Anyway, somehow all 20+ more bottle caps ended up there. ahhahaha. It has nothing to do with me....Well, they are gone now. Everything is vacuumed. The living room cleared. I have this odd feeling that all the stuff in the living room basically ended up on dining room table. It looks neater anyway. I will get around to it. hehehhee. Believe it or not. All that needs to be done is organization and probably some mopping in the little dry floor areas that do exist. ^_^;;;; Enough about cleaning!!! Oh and let's not talk about clothes. >.>;
Going to Orlando was ultimately a good trip. I think the most remarkable detail about it was eating at the awesome Japanese restaurant three nights in a row. That restaurant was good. It was authentic too with shabu shabu and sukiyaki. Oh, and I have fantasies about the hot chocolate cake there. The hot chocolate cake at TGIF is also good....which is a separate from the Orlando thought. Epcot and magic kingdom were also nice. Hotel rooms are lovely are my friend!!!
Let's travel more is my general message!!
You know what. I love food. The tiramisu was lovely at the Italian restaurant tonight. This brings me to the conclusion that I should become a chef or start my own restaurant business. I have been looking into culinary schools actually. It sounds like great fun to me. After Japan, I will do this in theory unless life throws me a better option. The future is unclear. Also, being a chef sounds so much less aimless of me to say. Anyone can respect it because everyone eats. I just want to open a cafe by day that sells cute cakes, teas, finger sandwich's, and coffees. Then by night an intimate creative high class restaurant. Also, if I open a restaurant, all of my friends would have an automatic job if need be~ It works out for me and everyone!!!
Btw, All of my best memories involve being around luxurious foods. Sooo saddddd. Yes literally!!!! @_@ Wow! I can think of a bunch right now. The way to my heart is through my stomach. No wonder I had so many weight problems. I have a lot of guilt issues because I like being thin but but....I am sooo indulgent. I have to learn how to hate what I love or else it goes tooo far. ohhh tiramisu!!
I am slowly understanding my body though. I know I get worrisome but you have to know how much I love eating. I think basically, not to binge eat and to exercise are the ultimate keys. I do get irrational sometimes as everyone knows. My body image issues can be intense. I am getting over them kind of as I begin to understand my body!! I just want to be normal!!!
Anyway, now onto cute things. I really like how cup cakes looks from the harajuku lovers line. Also, I love how the onsen monju or onigiri look! They are my friends!
http://www.shopkawaii.com/SearchResults.asp?Cat=39
I also like http://www.shopkawaii.com/category_s/21.htm
Nyan Nyan Nyankos
Soooo cute!!! ^_^
I need to collect some San-X stuff!
I did a photo shoot by myself just now. It's hard to do self timed camera shoots. embarassing! I just feel like I needed new photos!! I need to do updates on all of my public Laura networking sites. Myspace, facebook, even LJ. I need to upgrade sooo much!! Interests and etc. Icons @_@ photos! Name it!~
I love tackey and tsubasa!!! this video makes me so happy. Okay, both of these videos. The first one makes me want to go to the beach!!! It's by far one of the cutest things ever made to me!!!
The second one is host boys. That lady is my future. The ending was bad though! I need to go to a host club so much.
I think tackey and tsubasa know me personally because they emulate my taste in all their videos.
I want a facial so much...
I am going to Ohio with Emmaly. There is a goal *cough* I am just tagging along for the ride!! At least I get to eat some of the old foods at current and sunrise cafe.
I want to go to D.C. to visit Jonathan!!! Jonathan needs to relax!!!
In the month of april, I am going to take an official knitting class and palates class.Also canoeing/kayaking @_@ I need to get a gift sent off >.>;
I thought it was funny how Rachel compared me to a dog in all ways. I have to be walked daily!!! I forgot the other examples exactly. It made me happy though!!!
Despite the fight I had with my sister involving money, I feel decadent!!! I think she has a point but don't use that tone with me. ;-; ;-;