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Feb 08, 2007 23:00

I am slightly frustrated, and I eat triskets to ease that! I have to say, my appetite has increased since I have been home! the food is better here no matter what. I sort of wish I had morning agendas because then I would try to go to bed now. I couldn't anyway though.

I want to have chocolate fondue from the melting pot and rice crispies from star bucks. Oh and the smart bites brand at the store is a good 100 calorie supplement for cookies. It tastes very good for something with so little calories. These chocolate chip cookies really undue some of that chocolate craving.
Oh and there were these excellent breakfast bars by sunbelt that are no longer sold at Publix. At least they didn't take away the boca burgers. I can thank Antioch for this. Introducing boca burgers to me is 1 of the 2 things that I can thank Antioch for! I like healthy microwave foods for some reason. it's odd.

My life consists of driving lessons. The guy doesn't give me as much of a complex as he used to. Of course, I don't have anything to say to him because we have nothing in common. I think unconsciously I decided to get used to him. I think after I told him I was frustrated (I can't believe I said that).
My confidence level has gone up when it comes to driving. Now parking and backing out are my weak nodes. My turns are nearly mastered and driving without weaving has improved.
I need someone to volunteer their time and car to help me practice. I just want this over with!!!! LEARNING HOW TO DRIVE WILL BE MY PRIORITY!

My other goal is tone up. My weight is at 125 and I like it there. I don't want to gain or lose. I just want to be toned. It would be cool to wear a swimsuit! I have been running on the treadmill everyday for 45 minutes as part of my routine. It has kept me maintained but I haven't seen much difference in my physique. I am thinking about getting a personal trainer at a fitness center to target stomache/ab area, but I need a car to get there. I would love to say that I could see myself using a bus but I don't see it. I guess I haven't tried to learn the system either. I think a car would be better. I JUST HATE BEING TESTED! I hate inconveniencing others even more......

Another thing I hate is applying for things. It's so confusing. I am applying for my Japan visa to stay for a year starting in July. Okay, I get a call from langubridge. They got my stuff in the mail and they feel uncomfortable sending the original documents that I sent them because they may not be returned to me. (H. S. Diploma, Birth certificate and the original certificate of proof through kudan).Basically, I said, I don't care because I can get copies of these readily. The original copies are automatically notarized anyway. Anyway, she said she would check with the director. I bet I will have to see an attorney to get them notarized because a regular notary won't do it. Phone book time. Oh and I have send it directly to Japan because I am late on my deadline as is. Mannnn...This visa process is stupid!!

I thought I would add that sometimes living alone in America makes me paranoid. It maybe just Gainesville. I sometimes have this weird delusion that someone is rattling the door knob or knocking late at night. I remember spending the night at Rach's and there was real people outside making sneaking noises. MY HEART. I think a great deal of it has to do with the guy who robbed my mom and I! It's not quite constant enough to be a phobia but it's unpleaant.

P.s. It's weird how guys have the ultimate radar like knowing when you are putting things behind you in a healthy way. @_@
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