Our Ending : : YamaJima : :
Title : Our Ending Part 1/2
Pairing : YamaJima with special appearance SURPRISE~!
Rating : PG
Genre : Romance , Friendship , angst
Summary : When another person enters in their so-called-friends-zone relationship lame summary..lol
Warning : BOYxBOY
AN :
- blue is yuto's POV
-red is ryosuke’s POV
- It’s a continuation for my Reaching For You fic but I guess you can still read it without the first fic though xD
- forgive me for having too much grammatical error or typos. I'm too lazy to re-read and edit it....../thrown to the sea
I stare on the fallen Sakura petals. As I stretch my palm it land softly on it. I smile caused it reminds me about you. Calm and beautiful.
“Yuto-kun! “
The voice that make my heartbeat skipped. Slowly, I saw you, walking towards me. The perfectness that I wish it’ll only be mine. But I shove off those thoughts away and put on the smile that I always have. The grateful smile for having you by my side even only as friend.
How long had it been since my heart had gone when it falls on you? Three years? For all these time, it has always stay on you.
If only you know, your smiles and laughter is the my happiness.
I run as fast I can. The meeting is really killing me! I doubt if you still there, waiting for me. It’s already been 3 hours since the lesson ends. As soon as I reach at our usually place, my eyes search all over it and it perfectly set on your figure.
Sitting on the bench under the Sakura tree, eyes staring the fallen Sakura petals. Then, the smile that I wish to keep only by myself, appear on your lips.
I feel grateful.
For you, sitting there still...waiting for me.
..And..
To be with you even only as a friends.
If only you know, up until now..you are the reason behind my smile and laughter.
“Gomen..the meeting being extended and I got no other choice but to get involved on it.”
You talked when both of us closer. I smiled and shrug my head lightly signalled that it doesn’t matter for me.
“It’s okay..I can wait even it takes longer than this as long as Yama-chan walked home with me.” I replied with a playful wink yet I really meant it.
To have you walked with me, it’s like something that I must not skipped. It’s the only way of me to be beside you, looking on you and listen to your voice.
“Baka~!! Save that words to your girlfriend!” Your hands lifted up and whacked my head. And both of us laughed.
I apologize to you saying that the meeting hour being extended. But like usual, you doesn’t even bother with it. Instead you played jokes on me.
“It’s okay..I can wait even it takes longer than this as long as Yama-chan walked home with me.”
Like being touched by electric, my heart jolted and it keeps on beating faster. I know, you don’t even have any feelings hidden on your words but somehow deep in my heart wanted you to mean it. I push away all those feelings and composed myself again as my hand moved to whack your head and faked my annoyed facial.
Baka~!! Save that words to your girlfriend!” There was a silence for awhile, before both of us broke in to big laughter.
~o~o~o~
Another day came and the same things happen. I waited you outside your house and both of us will together go to school. Your sister will always tease us, saying that both of us looked like a high-school couple. I would be the boyfriend and you’ll be the girlfriend. You would always pout and complaint why you’ll be the girlfriend. The answer that your sister give will either concern with your girly facial or height. I secretly thanked and grateful with your sister words. Caused, if only you know how much I wanted it to be real.
“Wh-what the heck it this?” You voiced out as we reach to a locker.
“What’s wrong?” I asked and walked to your locker. There, I saw you’re holding a blue folded paper with a strawberry candy attached on it. Looking the way it was placed, for sure it a love note for you.
‘ Sweet morning for a sweet person’
Your face turned red as you read the words written on the blue note and quickly stuff it into your bag. That was the first time I saw your expression being that.
“W-we’re getting late, better hurry!” You said with an awkward laugh and walked ahead to our class leaving me behind. The whole day, continued with our normal conversation except you never point out about that blue note in front of me.
I thought it will be just for awhile that blue note affects you. I guess I was wrong about it. Every days, it will always placed in your locker. Sometimes, it’ll be on your table or being send by another student.
A week had passed yet, the blue notes always bother me. Whoever sent it, seems to be serious about you. The person must’ve been in love with you that much. There was the time, when I ask out about it and you reaction were only an unsure smile.
Just like the same day, right after my basket ball practice done, I packed my things and walked to our class. Taking out my phone, I pressed on the keypad and send the message to you saying that I’m on my way to meet you now.
It didn’t took long for me to reach at the class. The room was silence and my phone buzzed.
From : Yama-chan :)
Gomen.!! I’ve just finish the club duty. >,<
I’m on my way now.
Wait for me there..
I smiled as I read the last message. Off course I’ll wait for you, even it takes forever. Placing my bag on my table I walked close to your table and sit on your seat. My finger moved to touch the carved words on your desk.
‘Friends forever’
“Would it be too much for me if I want you more than being my friend?” It slipped out the words that always played on my mind. It hurt me so much having you only as my friend. My heart keeps on beating your name no matter how hard I tried to push those feelings away. The sound of the door being open snap me back to my reality. I thought you probably just arrived so I stand from your seat and faced on you. The next things surprised me. It wasn’t you who stand there.
“C-chinen? “
CHinen Yuri, a student from the same class as me. He is a cheerful guy with a bright face. Chinen goes in the same club as Ryosuke. Being friendly is something that can’t be separate from him.
“A-ano...Nakajima-kun!” Chinen talked to me instead. There something on his face that tells me he’s in trouble but I can’t guess it. He seems to look...tensed.
“What’s wrong?” I asked him trying to know his matter. He was silence for awhile, taking a deep breathe and I didn’t failed to see his hands shivering. “Chinen-kun, daijoubu?” This time I reached my palm to his forehead checking either his had fall sick since his face had turn red. But to my surprise, he suddenly back off. I bet he’s got scare with my act though.
“Go-gomen..” I uttered and he shook his head.
“T-that’s not it..” He talked. His voice sound shakily and he was doing his best to control it. Suddenly, without saying anything, he launched his body on mine. His hands were locked on my waist and he buried his face on my chest.
“C-chinen-kun??”
“I-like-you!! Na-nakajima-kun! I-I like y-you!”
Everything seems to be stopped as Chinen confess to me. I tried to open my mouth to reply it but none words coming out. My tongue just simply become froze. We stay silent for awhile before Chinen speak again.
“I-I’ve secretly like you s-since our first year. It might sound weird b-but I really like Nakajima-kun. S-so, p-please go out with me!”
Again, my words completely gone. My heart started to aching. Guilty. Yes, if there is a word that can describe my feelings now, it’ll be guilty. I feel sorry that I can return his feeling caused my heart has always been with Ryosuke for this time.
A thud sound snap back our situation. Both, me and Chinen averted our eyes to the sound only to find Ryosuke standing at the door with his books laying on the floor. His expression were unreadable. In a swift move, I manage to break away from Chinen’s embrace.
“Y-Yama chan!”
You don’t even bother with my voice calling your name and run leaving the classroom. Having no other choice, I need to run after you. I walked passed Chinen and grab my bag but before I manage to leave the class, Chinen suddenly held on my arms. His eyes begging me to answer his feeling.
“I’m sorry..”
Seeing the one that you love on others’ embrace is the most painful thing. Moreover, the person that you love is your first love. There’s always a word saying that the one who loves more is always in disadvantages side. I laughed at my own self.
Why do i have to love you at the first place? Why do I have to feel this kind of feeling with my own bestfriend?
I don’t even know how long I’ve been running. My legs started to gave up and I fall down on the ground. Tears continuously leak from my eyes and my heart a aching too much. As I close my eyes, the scene at the classroom struck me. I can clearly remember you unreadable eyes the moment Chinen confessed his feeling towards you.
“Finally! You’ve stopped running!”
A voice that snapped my thought away. I turned my eyes to the owner of the voice only to be greeted by a guy wearing a school uniform with sweat all over his face. He was trying to catch up his breathe. After awhile I realize the person wear the same uniform as mine and he must’ve been into the same school as mine. By the moment he lift up his face, I immediately recognize him.
“K-keito-kun..”
“Yo!” He smiled at me and walked towards me closer before he completely wrapped his arms on my body and pull me into his embrace. I was stunned with his act and my body can’t even moved a bit.
“Stop running. It’ll only make you tired. Just cry if you wanted to cry, I’ll be by your side to wipe out those tears.”
Those words were like a hard slap to me. Everything replayed and my tears once again fall down. Slowly, I buried my face on his chest as I cries.
The sky started to get dark and I’m still running all the way trying to find Ryosuke. I’ve went to various place that he might go but all those effort were useless since there is no sign that he had gone there. I glance on my watch and it had passed 5pm. A sigh escape from my lips before I continue on my track. All that I wish now is to find you and explain all the things that happen between Chinen and me.
And my wish was granted. I finally saw you at the park, crying. Everything hits me. I’ve made you cried. In other words, I’ve hurt you.
“Ya-“
Before I manage to call your name, someone stopped it. There, I saw someone walked towards you. My brain recalled and started to recognize the person.
Okamoto Keito.
The next thing crumbs my heart. You’re pulled into his embrace and the painful part is when I saw you slowly gave away and cried on his embrace.
. . . . .
. . . . .
. . . . .
the end
JUST KIDDING!! xD
To be continued~
AN:
- just a lame comeback fic
- next part will be post later..since it's still 78% done
- and...Hi there~! I'M BACK! /wave dance/ anyway, I've got a week holidays before second sem. ^o^/
- First of all, I wanted to apologize for my lateness on updating my fic.. real life is really a killer. I can't even write on my fic even for a page only /cries/ but I can't blame my real life for the whole thing though...it seems like...nowadays...I've started to los my will to write fics.. /stabbed/ as for now, I'm stuck with my YamaJIma's chaptered fic...the ninth part still 65% in progress...but the idea that I've store in my head started to fly away...
- COMMENTS ARE LOVE :D
Pairing : YamaJima with special appearance SURPRISE~!
Rating : PG
Genre : Romance , Friendship , angst
Summary : When another person enters in their so-called-friends-zone relationship lame summary..lol
Warning : BOYxBOY
AN :
- blue is yuto's POV
-red is ryosuke’s POV
- It’s a continuation for my Reaching For You fic but I guess you can still read it without the first fic though xD
- forgive me for having too much grammatical error or typos. I'm too lazy to re-read and edit it....../thrown to the sea
I stare on the fallen Sakura petals. As I stretch my palm it land softly on it. I smile caused it reminds me about you. Calm and beautiful.
“Yuto-kun! “
The voice that make my heartbeat skipped. Slowly, I saw you, walking towards me. The perfectness that I wish it’ll only be mine. But I shove off those thoughts away and put on the smile that I always have. The grateful smile for having you by my side even only as friend.
How long had it been since my heart had gone when it falls on you? Three years? For all these time, it has always stay on you.
If only you know, your smiles and laughter is the my happiness.
I run as fast I can. The meeting is really killing me! I doubt if you still there, waiting for me. It’s already been 3 hours since the lesson ends. As soon as I reach at our usually place, my eyes search all over it and it perfectly set on your figure.
Sitting on the bench under the Sakura tree, eyes staring the fallen Sakura petals. Then, the smile that I wish to keep only by myself, appear on your lips.
I feel grateful.
For you, sitting there still...waiting for me.
..And..
To be with you even only as a friends.
If only you know, up until now..you are the reason behind my smile and laughter.
“Gomen..the meeting being extended and I got no other choice but to get involved on it.”
You talked when both of us closer. I smiled and shrug my head lightly signalled that it doesn’t matter for me.
“It’s okay..I can wait even it takes longer than this as long as Yama-chan walked home with me.” I replied with a playful wink yet I really meant it.
To have you walked with me, it’s like something that I must not skipped. It’s the only way of me to be beside you, looking on you and listen to your voice.
“Baka~!! Save that words to your girlfriend!” Your hands lifted up and whacked my head. And both of us laughed.
I apologize to you saying that the meeting hour being extended. But like usual, you doesn’t even bother with it. Instead you played jokes on me.
“It’s okay..I can wait even it takes longer than this as long as Yama-chan walked home with me.”
Like being touched by electric, my heart jolted and it keeps on beating faster. I know, you don’t even have any feelings hidden on your words but somehow deep in my heart wanted you to mean it. I push away all those feelings and composed myself again as my hand moved to whack your head and faked my annoyed facial.
Baka~!! Save that words to your girlfriend!” There was a silence for awhile, before both of us broke in to big laughter.
~o~o~o~
Another day came and the same things happen. I waited you outside your house and both of us will together go to school. Your sister will always tease us, saying that both of us looked like a high-school couple. I would be the boyfriend and you’ll be the girlfriend. You would always pout and complaint why you’ll be the girlfriend. The answer that your sister give will either concern with your girly facial or height. I secretly thanked and grateful with your sister words. Caused, if only you know how much I wanted it to be real.
“Wh-what the heck it this?” You voiced out as we reach to a locker.
“What’s wrong?” I asked and walked to your locker. There, I saw you’re holding a blue folded paper with a strawberry candy attached on it. Looking the way it was placed, for sure it a love note for you.
‘ Sweet morning for a sweet person’
Your face turned red as you read the words written on the blue note and quickly stuff it into your bag. That was the first time I saw your expression being that.
“W-we’re getting late, better hurry!” You said with an awkward laugh and walked ahead to our class leaving me behind. The whole day, continued with our normal conversation except you never point out about that blue note in front of me.
I thought it will be just for awhile that blue note affects you. I guess I was wrong about it. Every days, it will always placed in your locker. Sometimes, it’ll be on your table or being send by another student.
A week had passed yet, the blue notes always bother me. Whoever sent it, seems to be serious about you. The person must’ve been in love with you that much. There was the time, when I ask out about it and you reaction were only an unsure smile.
Just like the same day, right after my basket ball practice done, I packed my things and walked to our class. Taking out my phone, I pressed on the keypad and send the message to you saying that I’m on my way to meet you now.
It didn’t took long for me to reach at the class. The room was silence and my phone buzzed.
From : Yama-chan :)
Gomen.!! I’ve just finish the club duty. >,<
I’m on my way now.
Wait for me there..
I smiled as I read the last message. Off course I’ll wait for you, even it takes forever. Placing my bag on my table I walked close to your table and sit on your seat. My finger moved to touch the carved words on your desk.
‘Friends forever’
“Would it be too much for me if I want you more than being my friend?” It slipped out the words that always played on my mind. It hurt me so much having you only as my friend. My heart keeps on beating your name no matter how hard I tried to push those feelings away. The sound of the door being open snap me back to my reality. I thought you probably just arrived so I stand from your seat and faced on you. The next things surprised me. It wasn’t you who stand there.
“C-chinen? “
CHinen Yuri, a student from the same class as me. He is a cheerful guy with a bright face. Chinen goes in the same club as Ryosuke. Being friendly is something that can’t be separate from him.
“A-ano...Nakajima-kun!” Chinen talked to me instead. There something on his face that tells me he’s in trouble but I can’t guess it. He seems to look...tensed.
“What’s wrong?” I asked him trying to know his matter. He was silence for awhile, taking a deep breathe and I didn’t failed to see his hands shivering. “Chinen-kun, daijoubu?” This time I reached my palm to his forehead checking either his had fall sick since his face had turn red. But to my surprise, he suddenly back off. I bet he’s got scare with my act though.
“Go-gomen..” I uttered and he shook his head.
“T-that’s not it..” He talked. His voice sound shakily and he was doing his best to control it. Suddenly, without saying anything, he launched his body on mine. His hands were locked on my waist and he buried his face on my chest.
“C-chinen-kun??”
“I-like-you!! Na-nakajima-kun! I-I like y-you!”
Everything seems to be stopped as Chinen confess to me. I tried to open my mouth to reply it but none words coming out. My tongue just simply become froze. We stay silent for awhile before Chinen speak again.
“I-I’ve secretly like you s-since our first year. It might sound weird b-but I really like Nakajima-kun. S-so, p-please go out with me!”
Again, my words completely gone. My heart started to aching. Guilty. Yes, if there is a word that can describe my feelings now, it’ll be guilty. I feel sorry that I can return his feeling caused my heart has always been with Ryosuke for this time.
A thud sound snap back our situation. Both, me and Chinen averted our eyes to the sound only to find Ryosuke standing at the door with his books laying on the floor. His expression were unreadable. In a swift move, I manage to break away from Chinen’s embrace.
“Y-Yama chan!”
You don’t even bother with my voice calling your name and run leaving the classroom. Having no other choice, I need to run after you. I walked passed Chinen and grab my bag but before I manage to leave the class, Chinen suddenly held on my arms. His eyes begging me to answer his feeling.
“I’m sorry..”
Seeing the one that you love on others’ embrace is the most painful thing. Moreover, the person that you love is your first love. There’s always a word saying that the one who loves more is always in disadvantages side. I laughed at my own self.
Why do i have to love you at the first place? Why do I have to feel this kind of feeling with my own bestfriend?
I don’t even know how long I’ve been running. My legs started to gave up and I fall down on the ground. Tears continuously leak from my eyes and my heart a aching too much. As I close my eyes, the scene at the classroom struck me. I can clearly remember you unreadable eyes the moment Chinen confessed his feeling towards you.
“Finally! You’ve stopped running!”
A voice that snapped my thought away. I turned my eyes to the owner of the voice only to be greeted by a guy wearing a school uniform with sweat all over his face. He was trying to catch up his breathe. After awhile I realize the person wear the same uniform as mine and he must’ve been into the same school as mine. By the moment he lift up his face, I immediately recognize him.
“K-keito-kun..”
“Yo!” He smiled at me and walked towards me closer before he completely wrapped his arms on my body and pull me into his embrace. I was stunned with his act and my body can’t even moved a bit.
“Stop running. It’ll only make you tired. Just cry if you wanted to cry, I’ll be by your side to wipe out those tears.”
Those words were like a hard slap to me. Everything replayed and my tears once again fall down. Slowly, I buried my face on his chest as I cries.
The sky started to get dark and I’m still running all the way trying to find Ryosuke. I’ve went to various place that he might go but all those effort were useless since there is no sign that he had gone there. I glance on my watch and it had passed 5pm. A sigh escape from my lips before I continue on my track. All that I wish now is to find you and explain all the things that happen between Chinen and me.
And my wish was granted. I finally saw you at the park, crying. Everything hits me. I’ve made you cried. In other words, I’ve hurt you.
“Ya-“
Before I manage to call your name, someone stopped it. There, I saw someone walked towards you. My brain recalled and started to recognize the person.
Okamoto Keito.
The next thing crumbs my heart. You’re pulled into his embrace and the painful part is when I saw you slowly gave away and cried on his embrace.
. . . . .
. . . . .
. . . . .
the end
JUST KIDDING!! xD
To be continued~
AN:
- just a lame comeback fic
- next part will be post later..since it's still 78% done
- and...Hi there~! I'M BACK! /wave dance/ anyway, I've got a week holidays before second sem. ^o^/
- First of all, I wanted to apologize for my lateness on updating my fic.. real life is really a killer. I can't even write on my fic even for a page only /cries/ but I can't blame my real life for the whole thing though...it seems like...nowadays...I've started to los my will to write fics.. /stabbed/ as for now, I'm stuck with my YamaJIma's chaptered fic...the ninth part still 65% in progress...but the idea that I've store in my head started to fly away...
- COMMENTS ARE LOVE :D