Namida No Regret
Title : Namida no Regret
Pairing : YamaShi
Genre : Angst
Rating : PG
Summary : Tears of regret spilled from a smile...lol lame summary
AN:
- Blue - Ryosuke's POV
- Pink - Mirai's POV
Wasuo matsu tonari de
(As I was waiting for the bus)
Yugure sotto narande mitta
(Twilight seemed to approach slowly)
Warukunai ne koibito ni mieru kana
(I wondered, we didn't look bad as a couple, did we?)
I'm not used to this. Waiting here alone. The seat next to me used to be yours. Reading that favorite book of yours, you'll always nagged me about lesson which I often ignore and fall asleep. You're one of the great student, while me, just a normal student. Somehow, it hit me about us. Are we the worst combination or the perfect one?
Mado garasu ni utsuta
(In the window glass)
Futatsu no kage chigireru youni
(I saw the broken reflection of the two of us)
Bokutachi wa, otonani natte yuku
(We were trying to grow up)
I walked passed our classroom and saw your seat. You used to buried your face on that desk when you're sleeping. A smile carved on my lips. You're just a naughty student. A naughty student that play a big part in my heart. A tears dripped as the big part in my heart now were left alone and untouch. But I know, its our decision. It's our choice.
Akira me no warui shouden datte
(Like a bad boy giving up)
Itazura ni hanasu youto gao ni
(You joke about breaking up with that subtle face)
Me wo tojita kedo wakatteru tsumori
(I still know what you were thinking even with my eyes closed)
I remember that time you say those three words to me. With you faked bored face and smirked, you ended it. I know you didn't meant it. No matter how hard you tried to act and ended it, I still know the truth of it.
Namida wa kanashimi no soba ni aru dake janai
(My tears weren't about the heartbreak)
Ima konna ni mo itoshiku naru
(Up until now, I still loved you)
I shouldn't say those words to your. A single tear flowed on my face. It's a regret. A tears of regret that I let you go, the one that only own my hearts up until now.
Hajimari no sayonara
(When we began to say goodbye)
Iena katta yakusoku bokutachi wa aruki hajimeru
(I couldn't promise you that we could move on)
That moment when goodbye were said, I lied to you. The smiles and encourages words were all fake. The promise that we'll be happy were false because that's the only promise that I could do.
Hontou wa tsuyogari no jibun ga kirai ni naru souna kiri yo
(I only feel that I begin to hate myself trying to be strong)
Muukurito furikaeru
(Every time I look back at my loss)
Kimi no koe ga kikoeta
(I would hear your voice)
Slowly I start to hate my self. Trying so hard to be a strong person. Faking my laughter and smiles to show that I've moved on. But reality is hurt. I could never let go of that feeling. When I turn my back, you'll always there saying that I've left something that I shouldn't.
Kanau ka wakaranai
(I don't know if I can bear it)
Demo yuku shikanai darou
(But I can't help to keep moving on)
Sonna koto shitte miru kara
(We'll see)
I saw you laughing and smiling with your friends. You've moved on. I'm sorry that I can't assure myself to face it. But a promise is this a promise.
Namida ni kakuretteru
(I hold my tears)
Kotoba tachi ga kikoeru
(I keep hearing words)
Itsuka kanarazu kurushiku naru
(Saying that one day it'll be hard for me)
It shouldn't flowed. My tears shouldn't flowed as I cupped my own face. My mind already tried it best to moved on but why would my hear keep on calling me back to you? It keep on wanting you to be there.
Hontou ni sayonara
(Is this really goodbye?)
Modorenai yakusoku wo bokutachi wa kakaete yuku noni
(It's a promise that we can't take back)
Is this the end of us? Can't we restart again? I'm wanting hold you hands again and lean on your shoulder like we used to do it. But it know, we can never take the words back.
Natsu iru no mama kieta
(The summer colors disappear)
This is our end.
AN:
- Just cut the song into a short version.
- Mami's cries is just...pretty~ :'3
- comment are love :)