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GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. it's been a very crappy two days. those of you who know me well, that i've talked to recently, know what's going on. but, i haven't talked to much of anyone lately, so if you care to know, just ask. anyway, i'm really frustrated over this. this stuff has been happening ever since i was a young child. it's so discouraging. i hate it. arghhh.
on another crappy note, eric is leaving to go to new york on thursday. i didn't see him yesterday, he had a class, i won't see him tonite, i have to work & he's going to the locust. he's so lucky, i really wanted to see the locust. & tomorrow night he has his class again. i really want to go with him, but i don't know if that would be ok. so, hopefully he can come to smarts with me tomorrow, because i will get to see him then. i may even skip smarts tomorrow, just so i can see him more one on one. he's going away for four days, i don't want to not get to see him. i haven't seen him since sunday. blah blah blah. i'm sorry, i'm being so boring.
i reeeeeaallly want to call out of work today, but i'd have nothing to do. i don't have money for the ticket. bah, what a shitty week.
i'm sorry i'm being so negative, it's just been a bad week. i'm really trying hard to be in a better mood. i have people surrounding me right now, though, so i'm going to go home & shower because i have plaster & vaseline in my hair.
on another crappy note, eric is leaving to go to new york on thursday. i didn't see him yesterday, he had a class, i won't see him tonite, i have to work & he's going to the locust. he's so lucky, i really wanted to see the locust. & tomorrow night he has his class again. i really want to go with him, but i don't know if that would be ok. so, hopefully he can come to smarts with me tomorrow, because i will get to see him then. i may even skip smarts tomorrow, just so i can see him more one on one. he's going away for four days, i don't want to not get to see him. i haven't seen him since sunday. blah blah blah. i'm sorry, i'm being so boring.
i reeeeeaallly want to call out of work today, but i'd have nothing to do. i don't have money for the ticket. bah, what a shitty week.
i'm sorry i'm being so negative, it's just been a bad week. i'm really trying hard to be in a better mood. i have people surrounding me right now, though, so i'm going to go home & shower because i have plaster & vaseline in my hair.