Falling apart..
Lately...it seems like my family is falling apart. My dad barely spends anytime with us...I've been feeling really depressed. Ever since he met that girl..everything has changed. I try to talk to him but he ignores me...never looks at us anymore. All he see's is her. I don't like her...when I first met I got this bad vibe...a really bad vibe. It scared me...whenever we had to spend time with her...I would get nervous and stop smiling. I would try...but it would never work. My dad would then pull me away from everything and start asking me things. Giving me lectures i heard a million times....I try to hold back the tears...but I can't help it. I cry...with such an emotional face. Like it doesn't matter....then when he leaves..I start bawling my eyes out. Like the stream of tears will never stop. Each day when I go to school...I feel so much better almost like all my troubles went away. Everyone...they make me smile nad laugh. But...deep inside..I'm still holding my true feelings in. Sometimes they would ask what was wrong but I would tell them "I'm fine" but what it really means is "F=Fucked up, I=Insecure, N=Not well, E=exhausted" something like that. Heh..-shrugs- But...I won't give up just yet. I have to keep trying my best...to keep myself happy. I don't want others to keep worrying...I want to see them smile.
Ken: -Hugs- I know it's been hard on you lately..but like you said...don't give up just yet. I know you won't...because your just not the type. Even when times got rough...you always seemed to pull through. Besides...I'll be there for you by your side forever. You can always count on me. -grin-
-Huggles- Thank Ken. You were always there for me. Thats why I never gave up! ^^
Ken: Oh, I'm good. Heh heh. -nods-
-pats- Yes, you are my hot stuff. Now...I'm going to take a nap. I hate being sick..and I wanted to go to school today too!! DX
Ken: Oi, oi..you really are sick. -Carries Kari- I snuggle with ya in bed, no? XD -presses cheek against Karis-
Yeah, yeah. Now..time for a nap! Onward my darkie!
Ken: Yesh! -Runs off with Kari-
Ken: -Hugs- I know it's been hard on you lately..but like you said...don't give up just yet. I know you won't...because your just not the type. Even when times got rough...you always seemed to pull through. Besides...I'll be there for you by your side forever. You can always count on me. -grin-
-Huggles- Thank Ken. You were always there for me. Thats why I never gave up! ^^
Ken: Oh, I'm good. Heh heh. -nods-
-pats- Yes, you are my hot stuff. Now...I'm going to take a nap. I hate being sick..and I wanted to go to school today too!! DX
Ken: Oi, oi..you really are sick. -Carries Kari- I snuggle with ya in bed, no? XD -presses cheek against Karis-
Yeah, yeah. Now..time for a nap! Onward my darkie!
Ken: Yesh! -Runs off with Kari-