What's. life....

[tsuki_gumi]

I feel.... I don't know what I feel. But I have guilt... and... I'm very unhappy.
Things is happening in my life, and I can't handle them.
I have feelings I can't handle.... that's why I sometimes wanna put an end to it all.

Today I don't wanna die... I wanna live. But I'm scared and affraid.....