Oct 24, 2008 12:15
It was the last day of school yesterday, but it didn't feel like it was. I'm glad it's the extremely long holidays now, but still, I think I'm a bit depressed about my final grades.
I have a total of 6 As (here, A1 and A2 grades are both distinctions). The rest are Bs. My overall percentage is 69.9%. The school is like, so damn stingy. Can't even give me 0.1% more. If my overall was 70%, I'd be an A2 student. All that's left is one damn 0.1%. Wtf. And then there's the top 100 in the cohort thing. I'm sure you've seen me rant like mad about that. Well, I'm not offered a place in the B options and the C1a option, which means I'm not in the top 100. Top 100 students are offered a place in the triple science classes and another special class (subject combinations; you know, streaming). I wasn't offered.
Strange thing is, someone has a lower overall percentage than I do and she is offered a place o.O So technically speaking, I am in the top 100. The school just doesn't want to give a place to me because (it's just my speculation) my Math is terrible. I doubt B4 is a good Math grade since they said they would give Math and Science heavier weightages. My Science did get an A2, but what good will it be if my Math isn't as good? Sigh. I guess I'm gonna be stuck in the 'normal' class.
Obviously Tsukiria was offered. I dunno what she has in that head of hers; she's just waaaay too smart it's scary. I know she won't make a choice with the B subject combination options, so she's gonna go for C1a option (still, smart). Makes me wish I was offered because I could be in the same class as her. I mean, the subject combos we so-called used to be aiming for are almost identical. C1a was one of them. If I was offered, I could be in the same class as her for the next two years!! D= Now I can't...
I'm not in much of a mood to write nor draw. I can only think about how horrible my life would be next year. I am not going to like Sec3 and Sec4 life at all. It's gonna be helluva stressful the next two years, provided I won't be retained next year.
Well I suppose elective Geography can't be that bad, can it? I like it so much more than I like Physics anyway. Funny thing is, in the beginning of the year, I didn't even want to get into the triple science class because I don't really like Physics that much; the only reason I wanted to get in was due to the fact that one of the options in the B subject combos allows me to continue with my Japanese. The rest of the options don't. Sure, the C subject combos (the 'normal' ones) still let me take Jap, but that certain B option allows Jap to 'replace' a humanity, which meant that I wouldn't even need to take Geography nor History because I could just opt for Literature!! XDD;;; It's such a luxury, especially since Jap is my strongest subject.
On a side note, I feel extremely sick. Like, so sick I feel like puking and collapsing on my bed. Maybe I should heed Tsuki's advice and stay away from the com as much as possible because of the radiation...heck, maybe me spending so much time on the com has made me stupid because it killed my brain cells XD;;
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