Conflicting Emotions Much?
I don't know whether to laugh or to cry whenever I watch D-Dust.
Gah, I hate being human, having to deal with emotions and stuff. I hate it most when I cry in front of other people because I truly despise revealing my vulnerable self. So when I was watching D-Dust with my friends yesterday, I was so embarrassed when I suddenly grabbed the tissue and started wiping the damned tears away while laughing with my friends. Wtf. I'm weird!! I really didn't know whether to laugh or to cry. I was the only one sitting down there and wiping the tears like an idiot = . =
But, thinking back, it's something I can't help doing. After watching D-Dust, Kusaka has officially become my favourite character. It's precisely because of his 'creepiness' that I like him so much. I knew he was going to die but the scene was just so emotional the tears came naturally. The weirdness of me starts seeping in when I began laughing when Hitsu laughed Dx Wow. His emotions are seriously rubbing off on me. I was practically emo throughout the entire movie, with the exceptions of laughing 'cuz my friends made some funny comments and grinning like a rabid fangirl I am whenever I see the innocent days Hitsu and Kusa went through.
Kusaka's death scene was damn inspirational, especially his final words. I wonder what he was going to say.... > < And Hitsu. Kyaah, the final scene at Kusaka's grave (what are those characters engraved there, I wonder) was absolutely beautiful. Wonder why he looked so unstable as he moved around, though, still injured o.O? I almost burst into tears when I saw the star in the sky at the end. Omgness, KusaHitsu is just as evident as IchiHitsu is throughout the entire movie. This is my all-time favourite movie since I Not Stupid Too, which I watched two years ago - . - I cried just as badly, if not, worse.
The drama cd so does not help either!!! It was so touching (with the exception of the bitch Hinamori there) and I resisted crying since my parents were around > <
Again as I was trying not to cry, I switched discs and went to the bonus features and started laughing out loud while still wiping tears away. Wtf. I really am weird. Either that or I've lost it. But the bonus features -are- funny xDD especially the last one. LOL Paku-san's drawing of Hitsu and Matsumoto....sho cute!!!! XDDDD Morita-san's Ichigo was soooo adorable too > w < Meh, I rewatched those few minutes over and over just to have a good laugh.
On a completely random, yet still on-topic, note, Bleach manga and anime are getting me hyped. I knew Amagai couldn't be trusted somehow...I started having a bit of a doubt about him since the very first episode of the filler arc but I dismissed it when I saw the 'new' opening (I thought he was on Ichigo's side from the opening). I wasn't that surprised; Aizen's betrayal got everyone worse, so it's fine, I suppose. And right when I was reading the latest chapter, I had a feeling Hisagi would release his shikai Dx Man I hate watching drama serials now. They get so cliche that they're starting to rub off me (occasionally I can even tell what's going to happen in the next episode and I can miss watching ten episodes in a row and still come back without being lost).
Gah, I hate being human, having to deal with emotions and stuff. I hate it most when I cry in front of other people because I truly despise revealing my vulnerable self. So when I was watching D-Dust with my friends yesterday, I was so embarrassed when I suddenly grabbed the tissue and started wiping the damned tears away while laughing with my friends. Wtf. I'm weird!! I really didn't know whether to laugh or to cry. I was the only one sitting down there and wiping the tears like an idiot = . =
But, thinking back, it's something I can't help doing. After watching D-Dust, Kusaka has officially become my favourite character. It's precisely because of his 'creepiness' that I like him so much. I knew he was going to die but the scene was just so emotional the tears came naturally. The weirdness of me starts seeping in when I began laughing when Hitsu laughed Dx Wow. His emotions are seriously rubbing off on me. I was practically emo throughout the entire movie, with the exceptions of laughing 'cuz my friends made some funny comments and grinning like a rabid fangirl I am whenever I see the innocent days Hitsu and Kusa went through.
Kusaka's death scene was damn inspirational, especially his final words. I wonder what he was going to say.... > < And Hitsu. Kyaah, the final scene at Kusaka's grave (what are those characters engraved there, I wonder) was absolutely beautiful. Wonder why he looked so unstable as he moved around, though, still injured o.O? I almost burst into tears when I saw the star in the sky at the end. Omgness, KusaHitsu is just as evident as IchiHitsu is throughout the entire movie. This is my all-time favourite movie since I Not Stupid Too, which I watched two years ago - . - I cried just as badly, if not, worse.
The drama cd so does not help either!!! It was so touching (with the exception of the bitch Hinamori there) and I resisted crying since my parents were around > <
Again as I was trying not to cry, I switched discs and went to the bonus features and started laughing out loud while still wiping tears away. Wtf. I really am weird. Either that or I've lost it. But the bonus features -are- funny xDD especially the last one. LOL Paku-san's drawing of Hitsu and Matsumoto....sho cute!!!! XDDDD Morita-san's Ichigo was soooo adorable too > w < Meh, I rewatched those few minutes over and over just to have a good laugh.
On a completely random, yet still on-topic, note, Bleach manga and anime are getting me hyped. I knew Amagai couldn't be trusted somehow...I started having a bit of a doubt about him since the very first episode of the filler arc but I dismissed it when I saw the 'new' opening (I thought he was on Ichigo's side from the opening). I wasn't that surprised; Aizen's betrayal got everyone worse, so it's fine, I suppose. And right when I was reading the latest chapter, I had a feeling Hisagi would release his shikai Dx Man I hate watching drama serials now. They get so cliche that they're starting to rub off me (occasionally I can even tell what's going to happen in the next episode and I can miss watching ten episodes in a row and still come back without being lost).