神様もういいよ！
Gosh I'm tired ><
My friends told me that I'm worrying too much about the events in Japan... How can somebody worry TOO MUCH?? It's impossible! My heart ached, that's true... Physically. No wonder! Those poor people... And I can't do anything but pray! I am posting it over a week after the earthquake/tsunami... I couldn't write anything earlier... I just couldn't find the words... I can;t find it even now... It's hard... All I can say, and I will repeat it as many times as I can:
私の心は今日本のある。
Nothing more,nothing less...
Listening to the news is hard, makes my heart ache... That's why I'm trying not to watch it... Not too much...
I'm selfish and egoistic >< I know what happened in Japan, and I understand that 'Kimi to miru sen no yume' DVD premiere was postponed because of that... But I'm frustrated! More because of the date that was sent to me, the date of shipment: 2011.12.31 (!!) Grrr!! And my Lotus single didn't come yet! Why? It's 11 days! Gosh... I'm selfish! Spoiled brat, that's me!
I'm finishing my story... The longest fan-fiction I've ever wrote! 2 chapters and an epilogue left... Ganbarimasu! I'm just afraid that no more ideas will come... Although I have a slight idea for a drabble... I need to rest! After I'll finish it! I want to rest... Of course if my imagination will let me ><
Hard day tomorrow... Hate waking up at 4.30 a. m. >< Boo!!