[Mini-series] Our Precious Diaries (1/?)
Finally! First part of my latest collaboration!!! Ureshii!!! ♥
I really enjoyed to write it and I wanted to thank my cowriter: ArigaSHO Ma-chan!!! ♥
Title: Our Precious Diaries
Pairing: SakurAiba
Genre: Romance, angst, POV
Rating: PG-13
Authors: juchi_kazunashi and me
Beta: Our sweet friend xxdaviexx
Disclaimer: We don't own SakurAiba though we really want to...
Summary: Sho and Aiba are writing their diaries.
-----That is enough!! I perfectly know that Sho is irresistible, hot, and that he has such nice and soft lips and all, but… Since that morning, Ojou-chan is acting really weird. First, I thought it funny. And, I was happy that my monkey likes him... I mean, who wouldn’t like such a nice, hot man with… *Calm down, Masaki!* She was kissing him. I was thinking about her like our little daughter. But, now, I know that this cute little monster wants us to split. Sneaky little… monkey! *pouts*
Last night, when I came home, Ojou-chan didn’t run to me like she’s used to! She was sitting and watching at the door with some hope in those sweet little eyes… And, when I came into the room, she moved away. But, when Sho-chan came later, she jumped at him… And, she got mad when I tried to say hello to him >.<
I thought that she was going to throw herself at me and try to bite my throat… I was so scared, that I cried, even if I didn’t want to. I panicked and locked myself in the bathroom. Then, I realized that I should lock Ojou-chan, not me, so I came out and tried to hold her… She didn’t want to let Sho-chan go… So, he went in the bathroom and finally managed to free himself. But, still… When I heard those noises coming from the bathroom, I was afraid that she might have hurt herself… A few minutes later, she calmed down and I had a chance to greet Sho-chan the way I used to… *blush*
It’s all his fault! For being that sexy and yummy and all… I am not surprised that she likes him a lot… Likes him more than me. :(
What should I do? I think that I should meet with Sho-chan at his place for now…
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When I first entered Masaki's house to greet him as usual, I was surprised to find his monkey suddenly jumping at me! I was trying to free her from me, but she was holding my arm so tight that she didn’t want to let go as much as I tried to pull her away
When I was gently trying to free her from my arm, I noticed that Masaki had left the room to lock himself in the bathroom. Luckily, his monkey left my arm after I tried so hard to make her go away! At that time, Masaki came out of the bathroom to greet me.
However, our greeting is not like any ordinary greeting. When I saw Masaki walking toward me, I quickly hugged him happily and leaned in to lay a fast, gentle kiss on his lips.
"Masaki." I called him softly. "You know I love you, so please try to lock your monkey in some room so we can have our moment peacefully."
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Sho-chan is great! I thought that he would get mad at me because of Ojou-chan. But he just smiled and calmed me down… He is so wonderful that I’m sometimes thinking if I really deserve him. But, I can’t ask him that because he will get mad again…
Meanwhile, Ojou-chan is acting the same way. Every time Sho-chan is coming, she jumps at him. I don’t want to lock her up in another room, because I don’t want her to feel lonely. I tried to talk about this with Sho-chan, but he just said that he wants to spend time with me peacefully.
Yesterday, I came back home and found a big mess inside my bedroom, and Ojou-chan was sleeping inside my bed on the pillow that usually Sho-chan sleeps on. She was holding it so tight… When I tried to put her back in her cage she was fighting with me, so I just let her sleep on my bed and I slept on the couch.
If this situation doesn’t change, I am afraid that I will have to give her back. I don’t want to! Yada! *pouts*
I want to talk about this with Sho-chan, but I am afraid that he will be mad.
What should I do?
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"What is wrong, Masaki?" I asked after I got a phone call from him. He wanted me to meet him at a ramen shop because he said he wanted to talk to me without getting his monkey involved.
At the shop, we discussed about it while we were eating. He told me everything about what is going on between his monkey and him. It was sad and tragic to hear such a thing. I mean, I do like his monkey, but I cannot take too much love from any human or animal, because it is really annoying. Also, it is annoying that an animal does such a thing to its owner.
However, Masaki is an exception. I can take too much love from him only, because he is my precious person. After we finished eating, I suggested to Masaki that we head to my house. He refused to come at first because of his monkey, but then he changed his mind saying that he can let her a little bit.
We entered my house, and then turned on the lights. I went to the kitchen to bring us some drinks, and Masaki went to sit on the couch. I came later on to give him his drink and sat down.
Masaki was worried that he left his monkey alone. He told me, that is why I know about it. I kind of had enough of it, so I got close to him.
"Listen, Masaki." I started softly. "Now you are here at my house, so why worrying about your monkey? It is not too late yet, so I know she can wait a little bit more."
He was confused after I said that. He did not know what to do anymore with her case. "I told you that I want to have our time peacefully, didn’t I?" I told him after I put my drink on the table and took his next to put it beside mine.
"Now is the time, Masaki." I got closer to his face. "You are at my house and we can have it here and now, alone." I whispered closely to his lips.
But the thing that I did not see coming was that Masaki pulled his face away from me. "Masaki dear, what is it?" I asked him in a lovely, worried way.
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Is it over? Did I blow everything? God, I hope not!!
Today I met Sho-chan. I really wanted to ask him what I should do with Ojou-chan; he is way smarter than me, so he should think some way to resolve this whole situation. But, when we went back to his place, he just said that he wanted to spend some peaceful time with me. That this is important. He didn’t understand my feelings. He wanted to kiss me, but I couldn’t let that happen before having the certainty that he had understood.
"Masaki dear, what is it?" Sho asked me. I moved few inches back.
“You don’t understand? I am worried about Ojou-chan. If nothing changes, I will have to consider giving her up to some ZOO… I don’t want that, but I can’t choose between you two.” I said. I didn’t want to cry, but tears flowed by themselves. I love when Sho-chan is holding me while I’m crying, but this time I didn’t want him to see my tears, so I left in a hurry. He called my name, but I was running downstairs.
Sho-chan called me several times, but I didn’t answer… It’s even harder for me when I know that my own monkey doesn’t like me.
When I came back she was staring at the door, and when she saw me she came to me, jumped on my shoulder and started to touch my hair. I was shocked. Did everything become normal? I thought that Ojou-chan was hungry, so I gave her some fruits. A second later, she disappeared to find her way to the bathroom, and I found her on Sho-chan’s towel, eating. She didn’t love me, she was just hungry. When I came closer, she made that scary sound, so I moved back. Same old… What should I do?
I tried to call Sho-chan, but his phone was off. Is he mad? I wouldn’t be surprised if he is. I wanted to apologize for that sudden escape… It’s impossible now, ne?
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Before Masaki’s departure, I kept on calling him without any response from him. He looked really worried, which made me even more worried. I wanted to tell him that I had understood the situation, but he left before I could tell him.
Masaki can be a really sensitive man! I could notice him crying, but he hid it from me and ran so fast to go outside the house. How many times should I tell him not to make such a big fuss out of things? We could have had that time without him having reacted so impetuously. Everything would have been over soon after in order for him to head back home to his monkey again.
Could it have been Masaki's fault? Or was it his monkey's? Or mine? I kept wondering. Who is responsible for this mess?
However, I went to sleep after that because I had so many things to do on the next day. I could not sleep at first because I was still wondering about that mess. Eventually, I fell asleep so fast because I was too tired.
The next morning, I turned on my phone to find some missed calls. "Could it be Masaki?" I asked myself. So I tried calling him, but there was no answer at all, no matter how many times I called. I was so worried that I headed straight to his house.
Unfortunately for me, I went to Masaki's house with an unbottoned shirt, which made his monkey jump immediately and insanely fast on me when she saw me! What a luck! I was in such a hurry to button up! Now his monkey does not want to leave me!
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That was really enough! Ojou-chan is crossing the line. I got mad. Too mad, because I took her off from Sho-chan with force. Good thing that I am that strong and that I go sometimes with Nino to Arcades and do some wrist wrestling...
I locked her up again, smacking the door loudly. I even kicked it once… Poor monkey... She must have been so scared… But, I was really angry and jealous.
As soon as I kicked that door, I was already regretting it. I got down on my knees and cried my eyes out. Sho-chan held me so tight.
‘Calm down, Masaki… It will be OK’ - he said. He was also patting my back slowly, like he usually does when I cry.
I was thinking about Ojou-chan so much that I didn’t notice that Sho-chan had an unbuttoned shirt and that my hands were under that shirt…
Maybe it was just me, but everything started feeling hot around me… And, I really wanted to taste Sho-chan’s skin, so I started to kiss his neck slowly… He is yummy. He is way too yummy to stop kissing him. A few minutes later, I found his lips and I tasted him even more. Can people be THAT tasty??! It should be forbidden!
>.< I can’t write more about what happened, because I’m scared that somebody will read that!
But, Sho-chan’s too tasty… He’s sleeping now in my bed… He looks so cute when he is asleep. He makes such pretty faces... especially when he’s dreaming some beautiful dreams… Oh! He’s calling me… I have to go. But first, I will check on Ojou-chan. She’s still in the bathroom…
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I finally had that moment with Masaki, though it was not that much. We just kissed, and that’s all. I did not have enough courage to do more. If he had done it in the first place, we wouldn’t have gotten into such a mess. However, I woke up and called him.
"Can we do that again before I go? I have many things to do," I whispered to him closer to his neck.
He was already going with the flow when he realized that he had to check on his monkey. "Oh come on, Masaki!" I pulled him right towards me. I was kissing his lips till I moved toward his neck and touched his back under his shirt carefully.
Unfortunately, he pushed me away in such a way that I couldn’t help but feel astonished. "Did you have your moment already, Sho-chan!?" He scolded me! He did scold me! What is going on!?
"You are so demanding, Sho-chan! Leave me alone!" He left the room and slammed the door right behind him. I was so sad inside that I wanted to go after him, but I realized that I had some things to do. Luckily, I found Masaki on my way out, so I kissed him on the cheek.
"See you later, Masaki dear. I hope you are fine and well." And with those words, I went out and gently closed the door though I know that he did not respond me.
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Who spoiled it? Me? Sho? Does it matter now? It’s not good, and it won’t be until I resolve that problem with Ojou-chan.
First thing in the morning, I went to the zoo. I wanted to know what could be wrong with my monkey. I found a person who cared about squirrel monkeys at the zoo, and I carefully told him about that situation. Of course, I didn’t say a word about my relationship with Sho-chan (I was close though). The keeper said that it might be a result of the perfume that my friend is wearing, or because that little pet is feeling threatened thinking that she will lose her master. In that case, Ojou-chan didn’t want to be close to Sho. She wants us to be apart! I had to make sure of which one is the reason of her misbehavior. I went to the convenience store and bought the perfumes Sho-chan was using at the time. I will try it in the evening. Evening! I forgot that I was supposed to see Sho-chan! But, this is the last opportunity to test it!
I called him and canceled our date. I didn’t tell him the truth because Sho was becoming possessive whenever I talked about Ojou-chan. And, that subject never ended well… We had a performance in Music Station today, and Sho-chan was cold to me. He didn’t talk to me. Jun asked if there was something wrong, but I was in a hurry to check those perfumes. I thought that it had to do with the smell. This way, my pet would come to me and be that sweet little monkey she used to be. I went to the apartment, poured some perfume on me and turned on the light. I let Ojou-chan out of her cage and she ran to the kitchen’s door. She stood there for a while, and then she came back to me, jumping high like she did with Sho-chan. She immediately started to lick my cheek, but then she stopped and ran away. So, I was right! It was the smell! She discovered my trick after she tasted me. So, all I needed was to persuade Sho-chan to change his perfume!
I called him once again. I was happy because I had found a reason to end our problems!
He didn’t answer for a while and, after a while, somebody picked up… Or, maybe somebody just pushed the button? I heard Sho’s and some other man’s voices.
Sho: ‘He is just too silly to understand!’
X-san: ‘Come on, Sho-kun! Don’t worry about that. He will get over it. Meanwhile, let’s play! You know, I’m hard ___’ (I didn’t hear clearly.)
Sho: ‘But, he will have to do something about that!’
X-san: ‘I said forget it! Now, I wanna give your nice ass a lesson! Come here, Mister Yummy!’
I was in shock! Sho with another man? How? I mean… Why? And, who was him? I know that voice! I really do! Think, Aiba, think!
Oh, my God… That was Nino… My Sho-chan is cheating on me with that little brat... Nino!!
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During the Music Station performance, I was afraid to talk to Masaki because I still feel that he is mad at me for being so demanding. So, I just tried to avoid him. MatsuJun also asked me what was wrong after he asked Masaki, but I just ran outside so fast after we finished performing. Poor him being left behind by the both of us...
Meanwhile, Nino came to me and asked me to go to some arcade area. I refused at first because I am not so into video games, but Nino was persuasive enough to make me go.
"Sho-kun, you have to come to cool up your mind! I can see that you are really worried." Nino told me in a bratty way, so I gave up and agreed to his invitation.
"We are going to have so much fun, buddy! Trust me, the video gamer Ninomiya Kazunari!" He said that while having a bratty, devilish smile on his face.
Under Nino's persuasion, I went to the arcade. I have to admit that he was right! This is cool! It is so much fun! To compete against another player!
My phone was ringing then, but I did not hear it. I was playing all night with Nino. I still could not get Masaki out of my mind, so I talked to Nino about him. Unfortunately, Nino did not have any interest about my conversation about Masaki. He just kept saying "Just keep playing, sexy Casanova!" all the time!
So, I had so much fun with Nino tonight. After we went our separate ways, I thought of paying Masaki a visit. I should not keep avoiding him all the time! I have to talk to him. However, when I arrived to his house, I found him gazing at me so strongly that I got scared.
"Masaki, what is wrong? Is there something you are mad about?"
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Sho-chan came. I couldn’t talk to him; I didn’t want to talk to him. No... I wanted to talk to him, but all the words disappeared from my mind. How could he? I was acting like an idiot opening my mouth and closing it like some kind of fish. I promised to myself that I wouldn’t cry. And, my eyes were dry. Maybe because I was in huge shock?
Meanwhile, Sho was standing right in front of me and was waiting for any answer. So, I gave it to him.
“You are cheating on me.” I didn’t ask. I just stated a fact. He was surprised. I bet he was sure that I wouldn’t find out. Then, he started to laugh.
“What are you saying Masaki? Where did you get that unbelievably stupid story?” He asked. I told him about that phone call and about all the things Nino said to him.
“I’m not enough to you? I knew that I didn’t deserve you. You’re smart, handsome, and super sexy. And me? Nino is better than me, right? No... Don’t answer. It will be better if you leave.”
“But Masaki…”
“Leave Sho-chan… I’m not able to think right now. Goodbye!”
And he left.
I didn’t let him talk. Maybe it was a mistake? Maybe he would say that it was a mistake? That he loves me? But, I know what I heard! I felt lonely, so I called Jun. He answered almost immediately. No wonder, it was late, so he could have thought that something bad happened. And it did. I started to cry, and it seems that Jun-kun couldn’t understand me, so he came to my apartment immediately. I told him about this whole situation.
MatsuJun smacked me on the head.
“You stupid idiot! Nino and Sho went to the arcade to play some video games! How could Sho do such a horrible thing to you in the first place? Besides, Nino has Riidaa. Aiba-chan, calm down!”
I knew he was right, but my tears couldn’t stop flowing. I wanted to see Sho-chan and apologize to him, but I was afraid to call him. Will he answer? I just needed to try.
I dialed his number, asking all the gods for help. Sho-chan… Answer… I’m sorry…
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I was a bit crushed after hearing such a thing from Masaki. I was walking around the city to try to forget my sadness until I got home.
I got home and took out my cellphone out of my pants' pocket to find many missed calls. To my surprise, all of them were Masaki's!
"Wow! This many missed calls!? And just from Masaki!? He should be really worried!" I said in astonishment while looking at my cellphone's screen.
I dialed his number. I kept waiting for so long for him to answer. "Moshimoshi. Masaki?"
"Sho-chan?" He asked while having kind of sleepy voice. No wonder about that... I called him in late midnight.
"What is wrong, dear?" I asked him in a worried tone. "I found so many missed calls from you."
"Ah~! Yes!" He seemed to have woken up suddenly. "Sho-chan, This is hard to say. I am… I am…" And, he started to cry.
"Calm down, Masaki." I tried to comfort him with a soft tone. "Now, tell me carefully, what do you have in mind."
"Sho-chan..." He was still crying. "I am… s-sorry!"
"For what, Masaki?"
"For… misunderstanding… you." He was sniffing all the way.
"Misunderstanding me? What do you mean, my dear?"
"When I thought you were cheating on me… with Nino." He was still sniffing.
"Masaki," I interrupted him. "I told you not to make such a big fuss out of things already, right?"
"Right… Sho-chan."
"So, you know!" I told him gently. "You did not listen to me when I was trying to say that Nino was just trying to calm me down by playing video games."
"For real, Sho-chan?" He asked me while still crying. "I am really, really… sorry~!" I could hear his crying voice became louder than before.
"Masaki, no need to cry and apologize." I comforted him. "You know that you are forgiven even if I did not tell you."
"Hontou?" He asked me.
"Yes, Masaki!" I said with a smile on my face. "We are humans and make mistakes after all, so no worries at all. Now, Masaki, try to sleep well and forget about any sad things. Good night, my dear. Have sweet dreams." I told him with a quiet, lovely tone.
"Good night, Sho-chan. Really thank you!"
"No need, Masaki. I just want you to be relaxed and rested."
Then we hung up and I slept happily after that.
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END OF CHAPTER 1
I hope that you had fun reading it. At least the same that we had writing it! Be patient and wait for other parts!
I really enjoyed to write it and I wanted to thank my cowriter: ArigaSHO Ma-chan!!! ♥
Title: Our Precious Diaries
Pairing: SakurAiba
Genre: Romance, angst, POV
Rating: PG-13
Authors: juchi_kazunashi and me
Beta: Our sweet friend xxdaviexx
Disclaimer: We don't own SakurAiba though we really want to...
Summary: Sho and Aiba are writing their diaries.
-----That is enough!! I perfectly know that Sho is irresistible, hot, and that he has such nice and soft lips and all, but… Since that morning, Ojou-chan is acting really weird. First, I thought it funny. And, I was happy that my monkey likes him... I mean, who wouldn’t like such a nice, hot man with… *Calm down, Masaki!* She was kissing him. I was thinking about her like our little daughter. But, now, I know that this cute little monster wants us to split. Sneaky little… monkey! *pouts*
Last night, when I came home, Ojou-chan didn’t run to me like she’s used to! She was sitting and watching at the door with some hope in those sweet little eyes… And, when I came into the room, she moved away. But, when Sho-chan came later, she jumped at him… And, she got mad when I tried to say hello to him >.<
I thought that she was going to throw herself at me and try to bite my throat… I was so scared, that I cried, even if I didn’t want to. I panicked and locked myself in the bathroom. Then, I realized that I should lock Ojou-chan, not me, so I came out and tried to hold her… She didn’t want to let Sho-chan go… So, he went in the bathroom and finally managed to free himself. But, still… When I heard those noises coming from the bathroom, I was afraid that she might have hurt herself… A few minutes later, she calmed down and I had a chance to greet Sho-chan the way I used to… *blush*
It’s all his fault! For being that sexy and yummy and all… I am not surprised that she likes him a lot… Likes him more than me. :(
What should I do? I think that I should meet with Sho-chan at his place for now…
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When I first entered Masaki's house to greet him as usual, I was surprised to find his monkey suddenly jumping at me! I was trying to free her from me, but she was holding my arm so tight that she didn’t want to let go as much as I tried to pull her away
When I was gently trying to free her from my arm, I noticed that Masaki had left the room to lock himself in the bathroom. Luckily, his monkey left my arm after I tried so hard to make her go away! At that time, Masaki came out of the bathroom to greet me.
However, our greeting is not like any ordinary greeting. When I saw Masaki walking toward me, I quickly hugged him happily and leaned in to lay a fast, gentle kiss on his lips.
"Masaki." I called him softly. "You know I love you, so please try to lock your monkey in some room so we can have our moment peacefully."
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Sho-chan is great! I thought that he would get mad at me because of Ojou-chan. But he just smiled and calmed me down… He is so wonderful that I’m sometimes thinking if I really deserve him. But, I can’t ask him that because he will get mad again…
Meanwhile, Ojou-chan is acting the same way. Every time Sho-chan is coming, she jumps at him. I don’t want to lock her up in another room, because I don’t want her to feel lonely. I tried to talk about this with Sho-chan, but he just said that he wants to spend time with me peacefully.
Yesterday, I came back home and found a big mess inside my bedroom, and Ojou-chan was sleeping inside my bed on the pillow that usually Sho-chan sleeps on. She was holding it so tight… When I tried to put her back in her cage she was fighting with me, so I just let her sleep on my bed and I slept on the couch.
If this situation doesn’t change, I am afraid that I will have to give her back. I don’t want to! Yada! *pouts*
I want to talk about this with Sho-chan, but I am afraid that he will be mad.
What should I do?
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"What is wrong, Masaki?" I asked after I got a phone call from him. He wanted me to meet him at a ramen shop because he said he wanted to talk to me without getting his monkey involved.
At the shop, we discussed about it while we were eating. He told me everything about what is going on between his monkey and him. It was sad and tragic to hear such a thing. I mean, I do like his monkey, but I cannot take too much love from any human or animal, because it is really annoying. Also, it is annoying that an animal does such a thing to its owner.
However, Masaki is an exception. I can take too much love from him only, because he is my precious person. After we finished eating, I suggested to Masaki that we head to my house. He refused to come at first because of his monkey, but then he changed his mind saying that he can let her a little bit.
We entered my house, and then turned on the lights. I went to the kitchen to bring us some drinks, and Masaki went to sit on the couch. I came later on to give him his drink and sat down.
Masaki was worried that he left his monkey alone. He told me, that is why I know about it. I kind of had enough of it, so I got close to him.
"Listen, Masaki." I started softly. "Now you are here at my house, so why worrying about your monkey? It is not too late yet, so I know she can wait a little bit more."
He was confused after I said that. He did not know what to do anymore with her case. "I told you that I want to have our time peacefully, didn’t I?" I told him after I put my drink on the table and took his next to put it beside mine.
"Now is the time, Masaki." I got closer to his face. "You are at my house and we can have it here and now, alone." I whispered closely to his lips.
But the thing that I did not see coming was that Masaki pulled his face away from me. "Masaki dear, what is it?" I asked him in a lovely, worried way.
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Is it over? Did I blow everything? God, I hope not!!
Today I met Sho-chan. I really wanted to ask him what I should do with Ojou-chan; he is way smarter than me, so he should think some way to resolve this whole situation. But, when we went back to his place, he just said that he wanted to spend some peaceful time with me. That this is important. He didn’t understand my feelings. He wanted to kiss me, but I couldn’t let that happen before having the certainty that he had understood.
"Masaki dear, what is it?" Sho asked me. I moved few inches back.
“You don’t understand? I am worried about Ojou-chan. If nothing changes, I will have to consider giving her up to some ZOO… I don’t want that, but I can’t choose between you two.” I said. I didn’t want to cry, but tears flowed by themselves. I love when Sho-chan is holding me while I’m crying, but this time I didn’t want him to see my tears, so I left in a hurry. He called my name, but I was running downstairs.
Sho-chan called me several times, but I didn’t answer… It’s even harder for me when I know that my own monkey doesn’t like me.
When I came back she was staring at the door, and when she saw me she came to me, jumped on my shoulder and started to touch my hair. I was shocked. Did everything become normal? I thought that Ojou-chan was hungry, so I gave her some fruits. A second later, she disappeared to find her way to the bathroom, and I found her on Sho-chan’s towel, eating. She didn’t love me, she was just hungry. When I came closer, she made that scary sound, so I moved back. Same old… What should I do?
I tried to call Sho-chan, but his phone was off. Is he mad? I wouldn’t be surprised if he is. I wanted to apologize for that sudden escape… It’s impossible now, ne?
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Before Masaki’s departure, I kept on calling him without any response from him. He looked really worried, which made me even more worried. I wanted to tell him that I had understood the situation, but he left before I could tell him.
Masaki can be a really sensitive man! I could notice him crying, but he hid it from me and ran so fast to go outside the house. How many times should I tell him not to make such a big fuss out of things? We could have had that time without him having reacted so impetuously. Everything would have been over soon after in order for him to head back home to his monkey again.
Could it have been Masaki's fault? Or was it his monkey's? Or mine? I kept wondering. Who is responsible for this mess?
However, I went to sleep after that because I had so many things to do on the next day. I could not sleep at first because I was still wondering about that mess. Eventually, I fell asleep so fast because I was too tired.
The next morning, I turned on my phone to find some missed calls. "Could it be Masaki?" I asked myself. So I tried calling him, but there was no answer at all, no matter how many times I called. I was so worried that I headed straight to his house.
Unfortunately for me, I went to Masaki's house with an unbottoned shirt, which made his monkey jump immediately and insanely fast on me when she saw me! What a luck! I was in such a hurry to button up! Now his monkey does not want to leave me!
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That was really enough! Ojou-chan is crossing the line. I got mad. Too mad, because I took her off from Sho-chan with force. Good thing that I am that strong and that I go sometimes with Nino to Arcades and do some wrist wrestling...
I locked her up again, smacking the door loudly. I even kicked it once… Poor monkey... She must have been so scared… But, I was really angry and jealous.
As soon as I kicked that door, I was already regretting it. I got down on my knees and cried my eyes out. Sho-chan held me so tight.
‘Calm down, Masaki… It will be OK’ - he said. He was also patting my back slowly, like he usually does when I cry.
I was thinking about Ojou-chan so much that I didn’t notice that Sho-chan had an unbuttoned shirt and that my hands were under that shirt…
Maybe it was just me, but everything started feeling hot around me… And, I really wanted to taste Sho-chan’s skin, so I started to kiss his neck slowly… He is yummy. He is way too yummy to stop kissing him. A few minutes later, I found his lips and I tasted him even more. Can people be THAT tasty??! It should be forbidden!
>.< I can’t write more about what happened, because I’m scared that somebody will read that!
But, Sho-chan’s too tasty… He’s sleeping now in my bed… He looks so cute when he is asleep. He makes such pretty faces... especially when he’s dreaming some beautiful dreams… Oh! He’s calling me… I have to go. But first, I will check on Ojou-chan. She’s still in the bathroom…
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I finally had that moment with Masaki, though it was not that much. We just kissed, and that’s all. I did not have enough courage to do more. If he had done it in the first place, we wouldn’t have gotten into such a mess. However, I woke up and called him.
"Can we do that again before I go? I have many things to do," I whispered to him closer to his neck.
He was already going with the flow when he realized that he had to check on his monkey. "Oh come on, Masaki!" I pulled him right towards me. I was kissing his lips till I moved toward his neck and touched his back under his shirt carefully.
Unfortunately, he pushed me away in such a way that I couldn’t help but feel astonished. "Did you have your moment already, Sho-chan!?" He scolded me! He did scold me! What is going on!?
"You are so demanding, Sho-chan! Leave me alone!" He left the room and slammed the door right behind him. I was so sad inside that I wanted to go after him, but I realized that I had some things to do. Luckily, I found Masaki on my way out, so I kissed him on the cheek.
"See you later, Masaki dear. I hope you are fine and well." And with those words, I went out and gently closed the door though I know that he did not respond me.
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Who spoiled it? Me? Sho? Does it matter now? It’s not good, and it won’t be until I resolve that problem with Ojou-chan.
First thing in the morning, I went to the zoo. I wanted to know what could be wrong with my monkey. I found a person who cared about squirrel monkeys at the zoo, and I carefully told him about that situation. Of course, I didn’t say a word about my relationship with Sho-chan (I was close though). The keeper said that it might be a result of the perfume that my friend is wearing, or because that little pet is feeling threatened thinking that she will lose her master. In that case, Ojou-chan didn’t want to be close to Sho. She wants us to be apart! I had to make sure of which one is the reason of her misbehavior. I went to the convenience store and bought the perfumes Sho-chan was using at the time. I will try it in the evening. Evening! I forgot that I was supposed to see Sho-chan! But, this is the last opportunity to test it!
I called him and canceled our date. I didn’t tell him the truth because Sho was becoming possessive whenever I talked about Ojou-chan. And, that subject never ended well… We had a performance in Music Station today, and Sho-chan was cold to me. He didn’t talk to me. Jun asked if there was something wrong, but I was in a hurry to check those perfumes. I thought that it had to do with the smell. This way, my pet would come to me and be that sweet little monkey she used to be. I went to the apartment, poured some perfume on me and turned on the light. I let Ojou-chan out of her cage and she ran to the kitchen’s door. She stood there for a while, and then she came back to me, jumping high like she did with Sho-chan. She immediately started to lick my cheek, but then she stopped and ran away. So, I was right! It was the smell! She discovered my trick after she tasted me. So, all I needed was to persuade Sho-chan to change his perfume!
I called him once again. I was happy because I had found a reason to end our problems!
He didn’t answer for a while and, after a while, somebody picked up… Or, maybe somebody just pushed the button? I heard Sho’s and some other man’s voices.
Sho: ‘He is just too silly to understand!’
X-san: ‘Come on, Sho-kun! Don’t worry about that. He will get over it. Meanwhile, let’s play! You know, I’m hard ___’ (I didn’t hear clearly.)
Sho: ‘But, he will have to do something about that!’
X-san: ‘I said forget it! Now, I wanna give your nice ass a lesson! Come here, Mister Yummy!’
I was in shock! Sho with another man? How? I mean… Why? And, who was him? I know that voice! I really do! Think, Aiba, think!
Oh, my God… That was Nino… My Sho-chan is cheating on me with that little brat... Nino!!
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During the Music Station performance, I was afraid to talk to Masaki because I still feel that he is mad at me for being so demanding. So, I just tried to avoid him. MatsuJun also asked me what was wrong after he asked Masaki, but I just ran outside so fast after we finished performing. Poor him being left behind by the both of us...
Meanwhile, Nino came to me and asked me to go to some arcade area. I refused at first because I am not so into video games, but Nino was persuasive enough to make me go.
"Sho-kun, you have to come to cool up your mind! I can see that you are really worried." Nino told me in a bratty way, so I gave up and agreed to his invitation.
"We are going to have so much fun, buddy! Trust me, the video gamer Ninomiya Kazunari!" He said that while having a bratty, devilish smile on his face.
Under Nino's persuasion, I went to the arcade. I have to admit that he was right! This is cool! It is so much fun! To compete against another player!
My phone was ringing then, but I did not hear it. I was playing all night with Nino. I still could not get Masaki out of my mind, so I talked to Nino about him. Unfortunately, Nino did not have any interest about my conversation about Masaki. He just kept saying "Just keep playing, sexy Casanova!" all the time!
So, I had so much fun with Nino tonight. After we went our separate ways, I thought of paying Masaki a visit. I should not keep avoiding him all the time! I have to talk to him. However, when I arrived to his house, I found him gazing at me so strongly that I got scared.
"Masaki, what is wrong? Is there something you are mad about?"
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Sho-chan came. I couldn’t talk to him; I didn’t want to talk to him. No... I wanted to talk to him, but all the words disappeared from my mind. How could he? I was acting like an idiot opening my mouth and closing it like some kind of fish. I promised to myself that I wouldn’t cry. And, my eyes were dry. Maybe because I was in huge shock?
Meanwhile, Sho was standing right in front of me and was waiting for any answer. So, I gave it to him.
“You are cheating on me.” I didn’t ask. I just stated a fact. He was surprised. I bet he was sure that I wouldn’t find out. Then, he started to laugh.
“What are you saying Masaki? Where did you get that unbelievably stupid story?” He asked. I told him about that phone call and about all the things Nino said to him.
“I’m not enough to you? I knew that I didn’t deserve you. You’re smart, handsome, and super sexy. And me? Nino is better than me, right? No... Don’t answer. It will be better if you leave.”
“But Masaki…”
“Leave Sho-chan… I’m not able to think right now. Goodbye!”
And he left.
I didn’t let him talk. Maybe it was a mistake? Maybe he would say that it was a mistake? That he loves me? But, I know what I heard! I felt lonely, so I called Jun. He answered almost immediately. No wonder, it was late, so he could have thought that something bad happened. And it did. I started to cry, and it seems that Jun-kun couldn’t understand me, so he came to my apartment immediately. I told him about this whole situation.
MatsuJun smacked me on the head.
“You stupid idiot! Nino and Sho went to the arcade to play some video games! How could Sho do such a horrible thing to you in the first place? Besides, Nino has Riidaa. Aiba-chan, calm down!”
I knew he was right, but my tears couldn’t stop flowing. I wanted to see Sho-chan and apologize to him, but I was afraid to call him. Will he answer? I just needed to try.
I dialed his number, asking all the gods for help. Sho-chan… Answer… I’m sorry…
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I was a bit crushed after hearing such a thing from Masaki. I was walking around the city to try to forget my sadness until I got home.
I got home and took out my cellphone out of my pants' pocket to find many missed calls. To my surprise, all of them were Masaki's!
"Wow! This many missed calls!? And just from Masaki!? He should be really worried!" I said in astonishment while looking at my cellphone's screen.
I dialed his number. I kept waiting for so long for him to answer. "Moshimoshi. Masaki?"
"Sho-chan?" He asked while having kind of sleepy voice. No wonder about that... I called him in late midnight.
"What is wrong, dear?" I asked him in a worried tone. "I found so many missed calls from you."
"Ah~! Yes!" He seemed to have woken up suddenly. "Sho-chan, This is hard to say. I am… I am…" And, he started to cry.
"Calm down, Masaki." I tried to comfort him with a soft tone. "Now, tell me carefully, what do you have in mind."
"Sho-chan..." He was still crying. "I am… s-sorry!"
"For what, Masaki?"
"For… misunderstanding… you." He was sniffing all the way.
"Misunderstanding me? What do you mean, my dear?"
"When I thought you were cheating on me… with Nino." He was still sniffing.
"Masaki," I interrupted him. "I told you not to make such a big fuss out of things already, right?"
"Right… Sho-chan."
"So, you know!" I told him gently. "You did not listen to me when I was trying to say that Nino was just trying to calm me down by playing video games."
"For real, Sho-chan?" He asked me while still crying. "I am really, really… sorry~!" I could hear his crying voice became louder than before.
"Masaki, no need to cry and apologize." I comforted him. "You know that you are forgiven even if I did not tell you."
"Hontou?" He asked me.
"Yes, Masaki!" I said with a smile on my face. "We are humans and make mistakes after all, so no worries at all. Now, Masaki, try to sleep well and forget about any sad things. Good night, my dear. Have sweet dreams." I told him with a quiet, lovely tone.
"Good night, Sho-chan. Really thank you!"
"No need, Masaki. I just want you to be relaxed and rested."
Then we hung up and I slept happily after that.
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END OF CHAPTER 1
I hope that you had fun reading it. At least the same that we had writing it! Be patient and wait for other parts!