Lies, secrets and... video... tapes...??!
Sometimes you just have to shut your mouth. Sometimes you are the only person that knows something and you just have to keep it for yourself. For the other person's sake. I'm in that situation now and I hate it. I know that there can be some big problems if I tell about that... This is serious so it depends on me if I will talk and destroy the bond with my sister that I built five months ago or not. I just hope that this thing will solve soon... Real soon!! And I hope it'll be OK... That's what made my day hard. Of course my work made it hard too, but not that much as that secret... I hate secrets...
Today I'm also wondering about one thing. Do I make friends with people easy? I mean... Hmmm... Sometimes I know that somebody can be my friend from first sentence and first minute... And I was never wrong... OK... Once I did a mistake and I'm paying that price until now... But nobody is perfect ^^
I think I know how to chose friends. I have the best friends in universe though!! So why am I wondering?
Recently I don't have much time for myself... I'm going out in the morning and I'm coming back late... My mum's house, work, japanese classes and home... I missed that. I think I like to be busy. Strange. I don't understand it, but when I don't have much time for myself I'm feeling that this is where I belong. In a hurry, not eating properly cuz of lack of time... My brain hates that but my heart seems to love it... Whatever...
Today I'm also wondering about one thing. Do I make friends with people easy? I mean... Hmmm... Sometimes I know that somebody can be my friend from first sentence and first minute... And I was never wrong... OK... Once I did a mistake and I'm paying that price until now... But nobody is perfect ^^
I think I know how to chose friends. I have the best friends in universe though!! So why am I wondering?
Recently I don't have much time for myself... I'm going out in the morning and I'm coming back late... My mum's house, work, japanese classes and home... I missed that. I think I like to be busy. Strange. I don't understand it, but when I don't have much time for myself I'm feeling that this is where I belong. In a hurry, not eating properly cuz of lack of time... My brain hates that but my heart seems to love it... Whatever...