I am going schizophrenic...
Today nothing, I say NOTHING went the way it should. This was the day when everything just hates you and fate/god/whatever is up there wants to seriously make you go crazy.
It all started in the morning when every single thing I took in my hand decided to fell. I couldn't make my tea peacefully, I needed to wash off my make up in the morning and redo it, not mention that I had no time for this... Then I went to work just to know that one of my coworker had a family situation and won't come to work till the end of the week. That meant that I needed to stay one hour longer at work today.. But of course I wasn't prepare for that and I didn't take any food or anything that could keep me sane. I had to drink bitter tea which I don't like, so instead of 5 cups as I always drink, I barely drank one. I was hungry, pissed off, cold and tired.
Then of course I had a lot of work. I was so busy that I was doing 4 things at a time, not sure if I do any of them right. I had the most messages from the clients, like 90% of them was for me. I had to reply on each and every one of them, not forgetting the other things. Of course to make the picture more miserable the phone was ringing constantly. Of course only two times I did not put anyone through to somebody else... So work was hell... The only things that kept me sane was Linkin Park songs I played and conversation with syunikiss1990. Then my bus home drove off without me inside and I had to wait for like 20 minutes for the next one... Of course...
Apart from that, which was bearable (barely but it was), I felt something that didn't exist. Twice. Today, in the office. I felt a certain scent which I never forget... Scent of the person I loved. It was so weird, strange and a bit scary. How could I feel it, when she is so far away?! And no, it wasn't anybody else's perfume. I know for sure, I am certain like never before. It was her unique scent, which I remember forever. I was hallucinating... Weirdly but I can't explain it in any other way... Superb -__-
If they close me up in some wacko clinic, I swear I will act like Nino in Mikazuki
It all started in the morning when every single thing I took in my hand decided to fell. I couldn't make my tea peacefully, I needed to wash off my make up in the morning and redo it, not mention that I had no time for this... Then I went to work just to know that one of my coworker had a family situation and won't come to work till the end of the week. That meant that I needed to stay one hour longer at work today.. But of course I wasn't prepare for that and I didn't take any food or anything that could keep me sane. I had to drink bitter tea which I don't like, so instead of 5 cups as I always drink, I barely drank one. I was hungry, pissed off, cold and tired.
Then of course I had a lot of work. I was so busy that I was doing 4 things at a time, not sure if I do any of them right. I had the most messages from the clients, like 90% of them was for me. I had to reply on each and every one of them, not forgetting the other things. Of course to make the picture more miserable the phone was ringing constantly. Of course only two times I did not put anyone through to somebody else... So work was hell... The only things that kept me sane was Linkin Park songs I played and conversation with syunikiss1990. Then my bus home drove off without me inside and I had to wait for like 20 minutes for the next one... Of course...
Apart from that, which was bearable (barely but it was), I felt something that didn't exist. Twice. Today, in the office. I felt a certain scent which I never forget... Scent of the person I loved. It was so weird, strange and a bit scary. How could I feel it, when she is so far away?! And no, it wasn't anybody else's perfume. I know for sure, I am certain like never before. It was her unique scent, which I remember forever. I was hallucinating... Weirdly but I can't explain it in any other way... Superb -__-
If they close me up in some wacko clinic, I swear I will act like Nino in Mikazuki