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Name: Rekka.
Nickname: ...Rekka.
Age: 18.
Gender: F.
Height: 5'6.5" or so~
Likes: Anime, manga, drawing, laptops, computers, my friends and family, music, dragons, cats, throwing out witty remarks, teasing people, scaring people, giving nicknames, karaoke, singing, video games like Phoenix Wright and The World Ends With You, trenchcoats, making people laugh, yaoi, yuri, hentai, RPGs, roleplaying, winning, sleeping in, relaxing, the interwebz.
Dislikes: Celery, stress, insects (especially bees), loud noises, harsh lights, bad grades, aches and illnesses, people suffering, whiners, liars, boredom, large crowds, being accused, needles, idealism, dark alleys, bees, being told I'm wrong, people who condescend or insult me, other people's advice, strict rules, having no power in a matter, childish people, idiots, loud noises, stupidity, changing plans, not knowing something, naive people, being ignored purposely, being bothered while I'm focused, being a burden (so I try to be as individualistic as possible and stand up on my own), debating/public speaking, conflict.
Hobbies: They're included in "Likes".
Talents: I've been told I'm very tolerant of people. ♥
Fav color: Blue and black.
Fav animal: Dragon...rawrr
Strong points: Dependable, calm (normally, anyway), logical, intelligent, individualistic, loyal, mature, opinionated, polite, attentive, protecting, thinker, introverted, witty, reason-finder, complex, reflective, caring, observant, analytical, realistic, cunning, strategic, diplomat.
Weaker points: I'm VERY obsessive, teasing, critical, blunt, cynical, sarcastic, loner-ish, withdrawn, insecure, gloomy/angsty at times, paranoid, smug, sardonic, stubborn on some things while submissive on others, tense, conflict-avoider, distant, secretive, cold, two-faced, pessimistic, kinda bossy sometimes, conclusion-jumper, curious, eccentric, overdramatic, dork, lazy, seemingly uncaring/apathetic (I'm actually an empath), nerdy.
Mature or Immature?: Usually mature, but everyone has their moments...
Leader or Follower?: I can be both, depending on the situation or if I choose to step up to the plate or not, because I am capable of being a leader. But sometimes I just do things on my own, or prefer to work in the background, as it's less work than leading. I can be kinda lazy sometimes...and being a leader can be stressful, too~
Optimistic or Pessimistic?: Pessimistic realist, with bits of optimism as well. I'm trying to be less of any extreme and more balanced to consider both sides, but sometimes it's difficult.
Low, medium, or high energy level?: Most of the time, low-medium, but I can be higher if I'm around close friends long enough. (Ask them. They'll tell you the same thing, haha.)
Outgoing or Reserved?: Reserved but more outgoing when around people I love. I have a serious side and a playful side...
Are you in love?: I have people close to me, but no, no crushes or anything like that.
If you're not, what would you look on a partner?: Dependability, sense of humor, dedication, intelligence, being able to compromise, massages (heh). It'd also be nice if he were a realist with optimistic tendencies and slight bits of pessimism. I also have a glasses fetish. :|;
What are you willing to sacrifice for your wishes?: Time? Things take that, after all.
How far would you go for someone you love?: I'd say pretty far. I'd stick by them through the good and the bad times, and hope that they'll tell me what's up every once in a while so I can stay in the loop with their problems. I wouldn't want them carrying them alone. (Funny how I want to carry mine by myself, though, huh?) If I'm close enough to them, I'd sacrifice myself if I had to.
Fav character, and why?: I have lots of them, but overall I'd say [I WOULD INSERT CHARACTER HERE GAIZ BUT I DON'T WANT TO SWAY VOTES, okaaaaay?].
Anything else?: No, not really.
Describe your personality:
-My confidence varies. Sometimes I am, sometimes I'm not, and sometimes I look like I am but I'm not. Then there are other times where I'm not, and it's painfully obvious to see, but usually that only happens if I'm really depressed and/or having an undesirable day.
-I have a hard time trusting people unless I've known them for a while.
-I've been told I'm kind, even though I have teasing tendencies and love to be the dominant one. :D
-Sometimes I go out of my way to help people I know, like offering if they want to borrow my manga or DVDs, since I love spreading the nerdism (and maybe then we can have conversations about those titles and I won't feel so alone in my obsessions, hehe).
-I'm not a very physically strong person (more mentally)...but my legs can kick people pretty hard due to soccer and track, ehn.
-I usually have a cool temper. I don't get angry often as I don't really like getting angry (the feeling's not very lovely), but when I am, I either keep it to myself or tell a close friend. I get annoyed more often than angry, and even then I try to turn the tables and either make it a lighter conversation, figure out why they're annoying me (maybe there's a way we could fix that~?) or ignore it. The choice I choose depends on my mood...but I'd rather not lash out if I can help it. :)
-I try to keep a level head whenever I can, as when I start freaking out, everyone knows everything's gone to hell, since I rarely freak out.
-I try to be laid back and "chill", but I worry a lot about people when I know something's gone wrong.
-I reflect a lot on things, and although I know I can't change what I've done before, I get hung up over mistakes I've had and things I've accidently said. After a while I move on, but sometimes the "reflecting stage" can be painful. A co-worker of mine says I think too much about how someone may feel after I say something, as the only way to find out if they truly will react that way is to say it.
-I think I have a very mild form of OCD. :|;
Pictures/Describe what you look like: Tall with shoulder-length layered light blonde-brown hair and green eyes.