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Ne ok so today was alright. - another "how was my day" thing. x.x
Today I had to sign another contract thing.
"I (insert name here) will not do anything to harm myself/ others by signing this contract. (yattayatta yatta) And so if I do have those thoughts/ideas then i will call Dr. Khan and tell him what is going on.. and (yattta yatta blah) and then tell my parents.
X(sign name here)
X (other sign of person here)
YAY FOR LIFE! O.X ''' ~ ~ ~ -.-
So like other then that..... Maria came to Visit meh. I feel bad not being able to tell her everything but.. that can't be helped at the moment. I have to fess up soon though and that is kinda like killing meh. Oh fricken joy.~ ~
So like things suck.. to be blunt. Meds are sort of helping though..- thanks Dr. Khan... Although i have a horriable- HORRIABLE headache. maybe that ish from the meds. O.O
THANK YOU LONE STAR FOR LETTING ME KEEP MY JOB AND NOT GIVING ME THE BOOT! - It really means a lot to me that you understand that i am having some problems and are willing to work with me to get though them. Even though you can't see this message, i still wanted to tell you it indirectly. You all are like my family and i miss everyone of you very much..even if we have our differences. I hope to be going back to work soon... Maybe after this week.
Chris has finally got into my head... he now can ping me in my head when i am talking me self down. Oh joy! *groans*
To the kids that I know at Rockford: I know you all wont see this either.. but I wanted to let you all know indirectly that you all have actually had a big impact on my life. Though we are all in there for diffent problems, I know that everyone does have that strength to pull though- even if they can't see it just yet. Everyone has been though a lot there, the people that are there deserve so much respect. Because unlike others, they are trying to better themselves. Good luck to everyone of you OK!?!
That is pretty much all i can say for now.. have to get off X.X
Today I had to sign another contract thing.
"I (insert name here) will not do anything to harm myself/ others by signing this contract. (yattayatta yatta) And so if I do have those thoughts/ideas then i will call Dr. Khan and tell him what is going on.. and (yattta yatta blah) and then tell my parents.
X(sign name here)
X (other sign of person here)
YAY FOR LIFE! O.X ''' ~ ~ ~ -.-
So like other then that..... Maria came to Visit meh. I feel bad not being able to tell her everything but.. that can't be helped at the moment. I have to fess up soon though and that is kinda like killing meh. Oh fricken joy.~ ~
So like things suck.. to be blunt. Meds are sort of helping though..- thanks Dr. Khan... Although i have a horriable- HORRIABLE headache. maybe that ish from the meds. O.O
THANK YOU LONE STAR FOR LETTING ME KEEP MY JOB AND NOT GIVING ME THE BOOT! - It really means a lot to me that you understand that i am having some problems and are willing to work with me to get though them. Even though you can't see this message, i still wanted to tell you it indirectly. You all are like my family and i miss everyone of you very much..even if we have our differences. I hope to be going back to work soon... Maybe after this week.
Chris has finally got into my head... he now can ping me in my head when i am talking me self down. Oh joy! *groans*
To the kids that I know at Rockford: I know you all wont see this either.. but I wanted to let you all know indirectly that you all have actually had a big impact on my life. Though we are all in there for diffent problems, I know that everyone does have that strength to pull though- even if they can't see it just yet. Everyone has been though a lot there, the people that are there deserve so much respect. Because unlike others, they are trying to better themselves. Good luck to everyone of you OK!?!
That is pretty much all i can say for now.. have to get off X.X