PRK...
So I don't think that I've updating on my PRK surgery yet. It went well. It took a total of like 10 mintues...if that. They either forgot to offer me Valium or didn't think I needed it when I got there so I was a bit on edge when I went in the "OR." I had to wear a hair net type thing...I felt like a high school lunch monitor. They put drops in my eyes and put me in a room to watch TV w/my mom. What we didn't understand is why they put people into watch TV if they are blind....it's not like I could see what was going on. The nurse, who's job it was to hold my hand, came in and got me. She was wearing the same hair net type thing and a face mask. That's when my heart started racing and I got really nervous. Mom sat in a room with a TV monitor hooked up to the doc's microscope and a big window so she could see in the room. But she's chicken and didn't watch too much of the TV. Let me tell you...I cherish my eyes like...yea. They used an apple corer type deal to cut the cells on my cornea - that was a pleasant feeling. Then he scraped off the cells - yet again another wonderful experience. Oh, and then the laser part...nothing like smelling your eye burning! I thought my eyes were going to roll into the back of my head. They told me before I went in that the longest they'd lasered someone before was no longer than 20 sec on an eye. Mine were 34 and 36 seconds. Now I'm just trying to deal with not being able to see crystal clear. Lots and lots of drops in my eyes all day. But it's cool.
So it's been like a year since I first started talking to Michelle. And it's been like 3 months since I've gotten laid, 2 months since I've gotten ass (yes there is a difference between the two) and a little over a month since a kiss (which I cannot remember b/c I was trashed). I think it's starting to take a toll on my sexuality. I have a little crush on a boy and I flirt with him. I usually only flirt with guys to play with them...but this is different. I still hate penis, but I like him. Oh dear...as if I wasn't confused with girls as it is right now. Now this? *sigh* I think someone needs to volunteer to put me on the right path...
So it's been like a year since I first started talking to Michelle. And it's been like 3 months since I've gotten laid, 2 months since I've gotten ass (yes there is a difference between the two) and a little over a month since a kiss (which I cannot remember b/c I was trashed). I think it's starting to take a toll on my sexuality. I have a little crush on a boy and I flirt with him. I usually only flirt with guys to play with them...but this is different. I still hate penis, but I like him. Oh dear...as if I wasn't confused with girls as it is right now. Now this? *sigh* I think someone needs to volunteer to put me on the right path...