If man is 5, then the devil is 6, and if the devil is 6, then GOD IS 7
I need a love to help me find my way
I need a strength that I can not betray
I need a word to say what I can't say
I need a lover, lover
I need a lover, lover
What are we waiting for?
What are we waiting for?
Time has lost its hold on me
And if you lose yourself
Could you take me, too?
Could you rest inside the sleep?
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
I need a love...
Sometimes I feel like I can't think straight. I think I might be ADD. Some people have a hard time concentrating, but when im talking to someone or something, my mind will just wander, not necessarily off topic, but i'll be like " i am talking to so and so...i feel like shit right now...say something cool. think think think concentrate" and it sucks cause I feel like a total jackass in public, cause im always fucking thinking about shit ALL THE TIME. I just wanna think about nothing. I think about my perception of time and shit, and how fucking classes take forever, or go by too fast, and shit. And I wanna love, but I can't. Shy-ness? Coward-ice? Anger-ness? Sad-ness? And it sucks cause im sure she will be cool. Is anybody there? Why is love so hard to find? Do I have to go through an issue of AP and write down all the bands with hardcore/messy font ads down as my MySpace bands and put X's in my name? Or what? I can not stand some people. Is it wrong? I believe in God, but i am not a Christian, therefor no Christians will date me. Which makes me sad. I'd like to have a lover, cause "I need a loooover, LOOOOOOOOOVER, I NEED A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVER! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRR" oh no. the smashing pumpkins are coming back again. Adore/1979/Siamese Dream/MCIS tag team again about love and hurt. Oh well, i've never had an experience with true love, so I guess I should skip those songs. Too bad, they are great songs. That's it.
I need a strength that I can not betray
I need a word to say what I can't say
I need a lover, lover
I need a lover, lover
What are we waiting for?
What are we waiting for?
Time has lost its hold on me
And if you lose yourself
Could you take me, too?
Could you rest inside the sleep?
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
Stay with me, I'll set you free from you...
I need a love...
Sometimes I feel like I can't think straight. I think I might be ADD. Some people have a hard time concentrating, but when im talking to someone or something, my mind will just wander, not necessarily off topic, but i'll be like " i am talking to so and so...i feel like shit right now...say something cool. think think think concentrate" and it sucks cause I feel like a total jackass in public, cause im always fucking thinking about shit ALL THE TIME. I just wanna think about nothing. I think about my perception of time and shit, and how fucking classes take forever, or go by too fast, and shit. And I wanna love, but I can't. Shy-ness? Coward-ice? Anger-ness? Sad-ness? And it sucks cause im sure she will be cool. Is anybody there? Why is love so hard to find? Do I have to go through an issue of AP and write down all the bands with hardcore/messy font ads down as my MySpace bands and put X's in my name? Or what? I can not stand some people. Is it wrong? I believe in God, but i am not a Christian, therefor no Christians will date me. Which makes me sad. I'd like to have a lover, cause "I need a loooover, LOOOOOOOOOVER, I NEED A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVER! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRR" oh no. the smashing pumpkins are coming back again. Adore/1979/Siamese Dream/MCIS tag team again about love and hurt. Oh well, i've never had an experience with true love, so I guess I should skip those songs. Too bad, they are great songs. That's it.