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A friend of mine once commented that I was prone to depression and suicidal thoughts. I shame myself for them. I hate myself now for ever once *considering* it. For no reason, there have been times when I would feel the urge to swerve into traffic. I would never do it. Couldn't bring myself to.
And now, I know why.
Suicide is the most horrifying thing in existence. I've never known anyone who's taken their own life...not first hand. Yet, now, I have first-hand experienced the terror of watching someone who has known that person.
Suicide is the most cowardly and disrespectful action there is. I feel no pity, no respect...they are hateful creatures, those that take the easy way out.
I hate them.
And now, I know why.
Suicide is the most horrifying thing in existence. I've never known anyone who's taken their own life...not first hand. Yet, now, I have first-hand experienced the terror of watching someone who has known that person.
Suicide is the most cowardly and disrespectful action there is. I feel no pity, no respect...they are hateful creatures, those that take the easy way out.
I hate them.