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It was one of those nights where the world spins ever so slightly in the opposite direction when I first met him.
I lay in bed. I open my eyes. The room is pitch black. I close my eyes and I can see everything clear as day. I open my eyes and I am me, just plain me. When I close them I am somebody else. The anti-me. Every quality that I lack, he has in abundance. He is very intriguing, but scary. He is somebody to look up to but not a role model. He is everything I want to be but can’t. He is cool and suave and confident and everybody loves him, but his face is shadowed in darkness. He is my Tyler Durden waiting to introduce himself to the world and I think I might be ready for it.
Fast-forward three months to present day. The person inside me has been merged with my outside me and is slowly becoming more dominant. It takes a moment of relapse to realize just how much change has been made. He’s returned back inside for a little bit now. I feel the after effects of his presence. He is gone now and I slightly miss him. Come back soon please.
I lay in bed. I open my eyes. The room is pitch black. I close my eyes and I can see everything clear as day. I open my eyes and I am me, just plain me. When I close them I am somebody else. The anti-me. Every quality that I lack, he has in abundance. He is very intriguing, but scary. He is somebody to look up to but not a role model. He is everything I want to be but can’t. He is cool and suave and confident and everybody loves him, but his face is shadowed in darkness. He is my Tyler Durden waiting to introduce himself to the world and I think I might be ready for it.
Fast-forward three months to present day. The person inside me has been merged with my outside me and is slowly becoming more dominant. It takes a moment of relapse to realize just how much change has been made. He’s returned back inside for a little bit now. I feel the after effects of his presence. He is gone now and I slightly miss him. Come back soon please.