TODAY
well i went and hung out wit cortney and evan. before i left kevin called and was pissed off that i was going and told me to go have fun slut. hahahahaha. soo nice nowadays. well so i went over there and i met nate johnson and lil evan. Then george showed up and steve flagg. steve flagg really scared me cuz he like touched my shoulder. haha. it was just odd. then nate, cortney, evan and i went for a walk downtown and we went down to the docks and layed and watched the stars. i was cold so nate gave me his sweatshirt. *evan told him too i really didnt care but i was freezing* Then he linked arms wit me the rest of the way back to evans *cuz walking down evan said we should all link arms to make a band* and he just did that. it was kinda odd tho because it just didnt seem right. i love kevin more than anything. WOW this is gonna take probably it seems the rest of my life to actually get over him.
it was a good nite tho. NO DRAMA. *kinda*
I was just thinking tho how much i miss kevin cuz all i could see was cortney and evan laughing and kissing all the time. hummm but it isnt gonna go back i wont let myself. even tho i love him more than any other guy in the WHOLE world.
I COULD ONLY WISH HE NEVER SAID THE THINGS HE SAID
Now i just am gonna probably go off and cry cuz i miss him soo much and it hurts to just think of not having him.
laterness.
it was a good nite tho. NO DRAMA. *kinda*
I was just thinking tho how much i miss kevin cuz all i could see was cortney and evan laughing and kissing all the time. hummm but it isnt gonna go back i wont let myself. even tho i love him more than any other guy in the WHOLE world.
I COULD ONLY WISH HE NEVER SAID THE THINGS HE SAID
Now i just am gonna probably go off and cry cuz i miss him soo much and it hurts to just think of not having him.
laterness.