Jun 03, 2005 08:49
On tuesday there was the voc awards night thing, but before heather, amanda, Mrs. Scheble and i went out to dinner at the quarterdeck. that was a nice time and me and heather switched jackets because we were the same one but hers was brown and mine was pink and i had brown shoes on. i got my two years in graphics and a acadamic progress or w/e for math and graphics as well. I also got 2 scholarships. one for $400 from MCST and one for $1000 for going to a community college but the scholarship was suppose to go to jon stanley but he is going to one out of state.
On Wednesday there was the fine arts night and which was really boring and like no one looked at my display.
Last night was the senior banquet my dad was all dressed up. he was just soo cute. i was really happy to see him like that. he was in dress pants and a white shirt with a black vest with a bow tie. i just love my daddy. i wasnt in the dvd part of it even tho i was INTERVIEWED! argh.
I figured out that high school wasnt that great of an experience. I lost all the friends i had when i was younger. thru 8th grade i was friends with all the kids from lincolnville and from hope and all the i guess you could say popular kids from camden. when we got into high school they stopped communicating wit me. i almost started crying there. just thinking how high school ruined my life. when i moved away i lost the only best friend i had my entire life. then i really didnt have any friends for a long time. i still dont have a best friend like her. it was really depressing that all there parents were talking to me but yet they weren't. Carmens mom and dad talked to me. Samanthas mom talked to me. etc. i just dont understand any of it. they dont even look at me. or anything. i just miss the days when everyone liked me. no one likes me anymore.
Ashley