Feb 03, 2005 02:34
I wish you would talk to me the way you did before. Before everything changed. Now I doubt you care about me at all, and why? Because I guess I cared too much about you. Now every morning I wonder why else I'm going to be depressed that day. Every day I'm convincing myself everything is ok. Every night I practically cry myself to sleep. And for what...no who? You know who you are, and if you even are considering apologising, don't bother. You know I will always forgive you...no matter how much I'm dying inside. To the rest of my friends out there, someone please call me. I will be home between 6:30 and 7. even though I know noone will call me.
"Beauty queen of only 17, she had some trouble with herself. I was always there to help her, she, always belonged to someone else"
My only regret is waking up every morning.