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guys... today was horrible =[
I've never had such a horrible day like this where I just felt like this shitty. Like I just wanted to go to the beach and sit in the sand and sit. Just sit there. Because today just about sucked more cock than Jenna Jameson. And it goes alittle like this...
I got ready for school and I was really happy with how I looked today, my hair was near perfect and I liked what I was wearing, I thought my eyeliner was good and everything. So I got to school and wen't into the bathroom to check how I looked and Chloe comes in and asks me if i'm going to the taste of chaos concert with everyone, which im not, because I can't, because it's sold out and I didn't have a chance to get tickets in time. And it made me feel like shit because I really wanted to go. So I went to class. We had a sub... She was old. Andrew came into class and just pretended like I wasn't even there it was fucked up. All he said to me was "are you doing math homework" so it's like okay. One day you can be cool and talk to me alot and the next day just ignore me yeah thats really cool. So anyways at 8:10 we went to this acedemic fair thing... I hung out with people and then I saw kim and she called me over so I went to talk to her and then she had to go and I couldnt find anyone I was with after that, like everyone I was hanging out with went somewhere else and I didn't know where. So there I was, standing like a fucking loser alone. And I found lindsay and she walked inside with me and then I found Jackie and Vicki and I chilled with them the rest of the time. Then I went to class and I saw Cody so I talked to him for awhile and then wen't to math and I got alot of work done but then I got feeling all clostrophobic and Shaun started crap with me and was calling me shit and stuff so after awhile I got really mad so I called him a dirty spic. And he got mad at me and then I was like if you dont shut the fuck up im going to get up and beat the shit out of you so he said he'd stop if I stop so we did. Then I went to lunch and I was just in a horrible mood. Then I went to science and I finally fell asleep and Jon woke me up like wtf! =[ And then Allen started talking shit to me too?! So I just told him he was annoying and a loser. Alanzo hasn't been here in like along time and I miss him =[ he makes me so happy. And then in 4th period nobody was there, just that retarted girl whos 17 years old and still a freshman and she was talking to herself ALL period jesus wtf. I was going crazy can you picture that sitting next to a girl who has like convensations with herself? And you're just sitting there. Stairing. And shes just talking away. To herself. My god. But like a bunch of little things kept happening that just kept getting me more upset and more mad and I just really am stressed right now. ugh. I took the bus today and Its cool because since Jason lives right down the street from me we walk home together and we just talked about alot and that was good just being able to talk to someone like that and yea. Then I came home and idk dude I hope tomorrows not shitty... Its going to fucking suck because nobodys going to be home because they're all going to be at the Taste of Chaos... Ugh I wish it was monday already mondays gonna be cool.