Feb 02, 2005 22:31
I'm hungry.
Sometimes I feel like what should have been the best years of my life are behind me. Like I missed out on important life things that others got to do. Like there are mistakes I didn't even get the chance to make. It is kinda true, so I have trouble dismissing them. Course, I'm just 19 right? still a kid, plenty of youth left in me. Time to make it up.
I turn 20 in 2 months and 2 days. -.- Why does that seem so old? The best years of my life should be ahead of me, but it doesn't always feel that way.
I'm gonna go crazy at 50...
What are you afraid of?
Powerful question. I almost had to answer that the other day. I have some answers now, but I didn't then. I thought I knew, but when it was asked, I realised I didn't.
Whatever, for now I am alive. I have the pain to prove it. I suppose that will have to be enough.