FuLL TiMe nO pAiD aRtIsT =P
second session has started 3 weeks workshop 9am-4pm Mon-Thu, and required lot of outside class work. ha. kill me XD first day i was 2-3mins late, second day 10mins late, today 20mins late-.-" maybe tomolo i will be 30mins late XDD he was so mad...so stupid-.- first studio teacher ever that care so much when ppl are late-.-" he was like u can't be late everyday, u have to come early tomolo, and he wrote down how many mins each person are late then he said he will add it up maybe will end up missing a class then you will get a F-.-" geez....
anyway last nite i finally talk to my ceramics teacher, i was so freaking out and scared. but actually he was being super nice to me. i was really touched but still scared of coz,.ha.. he knew i was really scared though XD he told me dun be scare to talk to him n all that.haha! but that would help =P i will still be scared XDDD anyway i asked him to gimme a F then he said he can try his best to find out what is best for me that would effect my GPA n stuffs. i told him about my problems n stuffs that im going through lately. he was really nice to me. he said he felt just like that when he was my age too. he said i should do research about aniexty and drepression then it will help me get myself through easier and out of it by understanding more of it. he was totally being super understanding. he said its really good that i took first step to get myself out of some worries n stresses at least. he said i will slowly figure it out how to work around my stress n problems! he said many ppl r like this b4 they graduate bcoz they have to figure out wht r they doing with their life n such..he also said theres prolly a lot more problems in the back of my head that i dun notice but still frastrate me a lot. well..things that i notice its a lot already.ha! anyway so i will take this 3 credit in spring or sth!! when he was talking to me. first time ever i see the room n everything spinning and his voice was echoing..it was really weird.i was so afraid i would pass out agian.haha!! was trying so hard to keep my head straight n try to listen to him =P
today i had interview with starbuck they are opening new one right next to burgerking on wooster on Aug18. 2 days after i am back. ha. it was kinda okay not bad i have no idea....the assisit.manager interviewed me, she is art major too. i was really glad. coz she was totally understanding how crazy busy we are n all that stuffs^^ she said if i was hired, they will start trainning me on the weekend, and i will start working the empty week b4 i go to japan. then i can start when i come back from japan^^ keee~~
but i dunno should i apply the photograper job anymore =/ i wish i can find out about tutoring job sooner! i am afraid they will forget about me. haha! starbuck job will be good for me if i go back to HK would be much easier for me to find a part time, but photographer would be so good on my resume, it might help me find jobs too in HK. i wouldn't mind at all to become a photographer as a job^^
okay daz all for now. ha~ mom called today finally. i actually missed her a lot XDDD its weird without her nagging on me about everything XDD hahaha!! and she told me prices on cellfone. weird HK price is not much cheaper =P she will look more i guess^^
anyway last nite i finally talk to my ceramics teacher, i was so freaking out and scared. but actually he was being super nice to me. i was really touched but still scared of coz,.ha.. he knew i was really scared though XD he told me dun be scare to talk to him n all that.haha! but that would help =P i will still be scared XDDD anyway i asked him to gimme a F then he said he can try his best to find out what is best for me that would effect my GPA n stuffs. i told him about my problems n stuffs that im going through lately. he was really nice to me. he said he felt just like that when he was my age too. he said i should do research about aniexty and drepression then it will help me get myself through easier and out of it by understanding more of it. he was totally being super understanding. he said its really good that i took first step to get myself out of some worries n stresses at least. he said i will slowly figure it out how to work around my stress n problems! he said many ppl r like this b4 they graduate bcoz they have to figure out wht r they doing with their life n such..he also said theres prolly a lot more problems in the back of my head that i dun notice but still frastrate me a lot. well..things that i notice its a lot already.ha! anyway so i will take this 3 credit in spring or sth!! when he was talking to me. first time ever i see the room n everything spinning and his voice was echoing..it was really weird.i was so afraid i would pass out agian.haha!! was trying so hard to keep my head straight n try to listen to him =P
today i had interview with starbuck they are opening new one right next to burgerking on wooster on Aug18. 2 days after i am back. ha. it was kinda okay not bad i have no idea....the assisit.manager interviewed me, she is art major too. i was really glad. coz she was totally understanding how crazy busy we are n all that stuffs^^ she said if i was hired, they will start trainning me on the weekend, and i will start working the empty week b4 i go to japan. then i can start when i come back from japan^^ keee~~
but i dunno should i apply the photograper job anymore =/ i wish i can find out about tutoring job sooner! i am afraid they will forget about me. haha! starbuck job will be good for me if i go back to HK would be much easier for me to find a part time, but photographer would be so good on my resume, it might help me find jobs too in HK. i wouldn't mind at all to become a photographer as a job^^
okay daz all for now. ha~ mom called today finally. i actually missed her a lot XDDD its weird without her nagging on me about everything XDD hahaha!! and she told me prices on cellfone. weird HK price is not much cheaper =P she will look more i guess^^