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bad morning x 2.5 today
2-3 times today in car..i wanna step on the gas to hit the car that is crossing in front of me... but maybe its too short distant to hit them hard enough... i know would be the dumbest thing ever to do... but i wanna try...
photo class new assignment... self portrait.. all i can think of its way to hurt myself n take a pix =(
i wanna stap myself... poke myself with needle... cut myself... hit my head to the wall... (dun worry, i won't do it for real.. im not stupid... just thinking in my mind.. doing it in my own world!! its okay ^_^")
yeah.i think i stopped eating... good..lose some weight... today i have no belly!! YAY~
i wanna disappeared for awhile...dun worry abt me!! i wanna stay in my own world...
ok.i will go drink some wine now.
and i guess read my shitty philosphy book and go to class frezze my ass n get sick later!!!
2-3 times today in car..i wanna step on the gas to hit the car that is crossing in front of me... but maybe its too short distant to hit them hard enough... i know would be the dumbest thing ever to do... but i wanna try...
photo class new assignment... self portrait.. all i can think of its way to hurt myself n take a pix =(
i wanna stap myself... poke myself with needle... cut myself... hit my head to the wall... (dun worry, i won't do it for real.. im not stupid... just thinking in my mind.. doing it in my own world!! its okay ^_^")
yeah.i think i stopped eating... good..lose some weight... today i have no belly!! YAY~
i wanna disappeared for awhile...dun worry abt me!! i wanna stay in my own world...
ok.i will go drink some wine now.
and i guess read my shitty philosphy book and go to class frezze my ass n get sick later!!!