helpless
I feel so utterly helpless. We went grocery shopping and that 1.5 hours of slow moving completely wiped me out. I can't lift anything heavy. I can't lift anything light for more than a very short bit. I can't walk with anything even approaching a normal gait. I can't bend. I can't lift anything but the lightest stuff if it's below my knees (even putting on pants type stuff is dicey). I tire out from a lot of things after a short bit. etc, etc etc. Yeah I had surgery last week. I am still frustrated at being helpless.