My puppy from home passed away today....
I'm pretty bummed out.
Actually, the whole day was amazing and while i was making noodles in alfredo sauce, after taking pictures of my puppies in halloween costumes, after painting brook's face to look like KISS, after all of that, my mom called me crying and i haven't been ok since really. i want to smoke a whole pack of cigarettes and drink a bottle of wine and eat some canned dog food in her honor.
That's weird, but i guess it's cause she was mine.
Not just like, she was my families dog, but i forced my dad to buy her when she was a puppy. We rescued her from a puppy mill. her belly dragged the ground. She was deaf and my dad always said we should call her DAMNIT because it didn't matter. I knew she understood though. She and Nicholas were really close....Nicholas being my other dog. I don't know how he's going to cope.
When i called home, my brother, through tears, said that Nicholas wouldn't even go near the grave.
I know that she's better off now, but i'll always love her.
For those of you who don't understand, think of it as your child. All my puppies are kind of like my kids. Really annoying sometimes. they pee on things. they like to keep you up at night. But when you look at them, you know it's just right.
I miss her.
Brook has been my life saver today. If she hadn't been here, i don't know what i would have done.
RIP little girl.
HBFL